Last nIgHt....

well...this is is something to think about....
Last night....I went to sleep already....suddenly I remembered about something what Father James said during the mass.....It was about GOD'S WAY and NOT OUR WAY!!!!

First he said something related about PALM SUNDAY...when Jesus entered the Jerusalem where everyone praised and adored HIM...and @ the next day people curse Him andsentenced Him to death... He had to do HIS passion....BUT that's God's Way....sometimes you will be up sometimes you will be down.

Second he said that smetimes people like to pray asking God to fullfill their way not God's Way...he gave some examples like going for medical check up and pray for the good result or when issuing a check, the prossess will be done smoothly....Yep!!! That's what people did...or even I did sometimes....

These things remind me of what I am now....I realized that what I had now is a GOD's way...I won't be here if it's my way....all I can do is just hope, pray and try harder.....
As my 2 years trainig program is going to over soon...I'm thinking of what will happen to me next....of course I have thought of many alternatives to continue my life....BACK to SCHOOL, Fairview CHINA, or BACK HOME, or STAY in KL....

I dunno...suddenly...I really2 want to CONTINUE STUDY....trying hard to have my master degree....my target is NUS....Singapore...I really wish that I could stay in Singapore....my reasons are simple...near by, safe, a lot of friends...and I'm familiar with the country....But once again....I SURRENDER everythingb to GOd...Let Him shows the BEST way for me.....:) If it is HIS WAY...everything will be OK.....!!!!

Remember...DO the GOD's WAY not MY WAY!!!!!....

"I Surrender All"

All to Jesus I surrender

All to Him I freely give;

I will ever love and trust Him,

In his presence daily live.

I surrender all, to you Jesus I surrender all, all;

All to thee, my blessed Savior,

I surrender all.

All I have I give to You (I'll give it to You)

I surrender all to You (everything I have)

I'll do what you want me to (what you want me do)

I'll give You everythingI surrender all to Jesus

I surrender all

I give my self to thee

Fill me with a love and power that your blessing follow me

I surrender allTo you Jesus I (I surrender all)

All to thee, my blessed Savior

I surrender all

All I have I give to You

I surrender all to You

I'll do what you want me to

I'll give You everything

I surrender all to Jesus

All I have I give to You (all to you Lord)

I surrender all to You (I surrender all I have to you)

I'll do what you want me to (whatever you want from me)

I'll give You everything

I surrender all to You

I surrender all to You

I'll do whatever you want me to

Nothing else I'd rather do

With my life, Lord I'll serve you every day

Even when things don't go my way

Lord you can trust me to never straight, oh

By:RUBEN STUDDARD

PICTURES of me.....I'm totally bored....I need a BREAK!!!!! 

PICTURE OF US....

ME....Ji Won...ICCA.....
LUCHU KAN!!!!!! ;)

PICTURE OF US....part 2....

Lagi iseng...n semakin malem smkn gila....hahahhhhaahahaa....gmn luchu kan...????

>>>jane...icca...ji won...me<<<

Kaya gini neeh klo lagi jadi banci foto....HAHHAHAHAAHAHAHA....!!!! Tp seru kan....me n icca n jane....dari yg sok cantik mpe yg sok jelek ada semuanya deh.....!!!!!! :) enjoying d night....hmmm....so gmn??? comment duonk....!!!!  

Just a piece of story....

Gimana rasanya nyiapin suatu event yg mayan gede???
Jawabannya yg jelas..BINGUNG,RIBET, STRESS,PARNO,en CAPE....:)
Kenapa BINGUNG??? soalnya ini pertama kali gue harus nyiapin event yg mayan gede...en gue sbg anak baru...jelas duonk BINGUNG...gak tau musti ngapain??? untungnya...gue punya SENIOR2 yg bs diandalkan en yg bisa ngajarin gue untuk bisa nyiapin semuanya....walaupun yah gt d ada salah sana sini...kena marah sana sini....tp kan emank sgl sesuatunya gak ada yg sempurna....
trus RIBET...karena kbykan boss en masing2 punya mau yg beda2....
STRESS....soalnya byk bgt yg perlu disiapin en kok kynya gak selese2...en PARNO....takut ada yg kurang....takut pada hari H-nya semuanya berantakkan.....
jadinya cuman bs BERDOA....hope that everything goes well....
jadinya CAPE deh...CAPE badan krn tiap hari pulang diatas jam 5....CAPE pikiran en HATI...krn byk bgt yg kudu dipikirin en cape krn stress n parno......
TAPI....diatas semuanya itu gue menikmati setiap detiknya karena emank gue benar2 belajar byk en gue dapet suatu pengalaman yg berharga banget....en I'M SO HAPPY karena semuanya berjalan lancar....!!! en bisa dibilang mayan SUKSES....(Thanks GOD!!!! You're AMAZING).....

>>me and CHANSY<<
FAIRVIEW INTERNATIONAL SCHOOL 26th ANNUAL ATHLETIC MEET
@ Kg. Pandan Sport's Complex...
05.03.05

Mom and Dad were here for two nights....HAPPY of course....although just for a while and I still want some more time with them....but...I'm happy already!!!!

Shall we DANCE???

Shall we???
hmm....finally I watched 'Shall we Dance?' today....it is really a nice movie...
typical Richard Gere romantic drama but after watching this movie I can say he's really a good dancer....
I like this movie and of course I won't mind to see it again...;)
It's really a good movie to see on Valentine's Day with ur love one....SO SWEET....
TOO BAD for me...my 'love' is not around...
u knoe what???
Actually I watched this movie today in a new cinema...the studio is so cozy...nice to see this type of movie with your love one...
AND one more thing...
I can't believe that Richard Gere is already in his mid 50's...BUT he's still handsome, charming,and sexy...
LOVE HIM much...:).
taken from http://imdb.com

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY

This is So sweet....

Like & Love

In front of the person you like, your heart beats faster

But in front of the person you love, you get happy.

In front of the person you love, winter seems like spring.

But in front of the person you like, winter is just beautiful winter.

If you look into the eyes of the one you like, you blush.

But if you look into the eyes of the one you love, you smile.

In front of the person you like,You can't say everything on your mind.

But in front of the person you love,You can.

In front of the person you like,You tend to get shy.

But in front of the person you love,You can show your own self.

You can't look straight into the eyes of the one you like.

But you can always smile and stare into the eyes of the one you love.

But when the one you like is crying, You end up comforting.

When the one you love is crying, You cry with them.

The feeling of like starts from the ear.

But the feeling of love starts from the eye.

So if you stop liking a person you used to like,all you need to do is cover your ears.

But if you try to close your eyes, love turns intoa drop of tear and remains in your heart forever.

Happy Valentine Day

Dedicated to someone I love...:)

SEOUL RIDERS

SEOUL RIDERS....sequel from TOKYO RIDERS....
this movie is OK to c...just for entertainment....!!!
This movie is quite funny and impossible...but Tony Leung is still cute as usual!!!
Richie Ren...finally plays a little bit different character....OK lah....!!!
SHU QI...so PRETTY (no wonder LEON LAI loves her so MUCH).....:)
Well...if there's no movie to c u can c it then....ENJOY....:)

TRUE-Ryan Cabrera

Lagi suka aja ma neeh lagu...:)

I wont talk

I wont breathe

I wont move till you finally see

That you belong with me

You might think I dont look

But deep inside

In the corner of my mind

Im attached to you

Im weak

Its true

Cuz im afraid to know the answer

Do you want me too?

Cuz my heart keeps falling faster

I've waited all my life

To cross this line

To the only thing thats true

So I will not hide

Its time to try

Anything to be with you

All my life I've waited

This is true

You dont know what you do

Everytime you walk into the room

Im afraid to move

Im weakIts true

Im just scared to know the ending

Do you see me too?

Do you even know u met me?

I've waited all my life to cross this line

To the only thing thats true

So I will not hide

Its time to try anything to be with youA

All my life I've waited

This is true

I know when I go ill be on my way to you

The way thats true

I've waited all my life to cross this line

To the only thing thats true

So I will not hide

Its time to try anything to be with you

All my life I've waited

This is true

Mengejar Matahari...Ari Lasso...

Di sini ada satu kisah
Cerita tentang anak manusia
Menantang hidup bersama
Mencoba menggali makna cinta

Tetes air mata mengalir di sela derai tawa
Selamanya kita tak akan berhenti mengejar matahari

Tajamnya pisau takkan sanggup
Goyahkan cinta antara kita
Menembus ruang dan waktu
Menyatu di dalam jiwaku

Tetes air mata mengalir di sela derai tawa
Selamanya kita tak akan berhenti mengejar
Terus mengejar matahari

DELON...THE REAL IDOL

DELON...my IDOL...my INSPIRATION....his strength, courage, and hardworking already touched my heart...
For me he's the REAL IDOL....I just hope I can be like him....NEVER GIVE UP....FULL OF LOVE to FAMILY AND GOD....;)

Delon...The ReAl IdOl...Runner up Indonesian Idol-1

BRIDE AND PREJUDICE---When BOLLYWOOD MEETS HOLLYWOOD

This is one of MY FAVOURITE MOVIE....
this movie is totally Amazing....!!!
As u can read in the poster BOLLYWOOD MEETS HOLLYWOOD...AND IT"S A PERFECT MATCH....
I think it's true...cos' I never regret watching this movie...and some more I want to watch again and again...
In this movie, all the dancing and songs are really2 BEAUTIFUL....and one more thing It's is so COLOURFUL...(typicall INDIAN movie) but I LOVE IT....
You must see how pretty AISHWARYA RAY is and how handsome and sexy MARTIN HANDERSON is....
definetely you'll love this movie so much...
if you don't believe me...check the movie trailer in http://www.brideandprejudicemovie.com...
so let me know waht u think bout this movie???? :)
when BOLLYWOOD MEETS HOLLYWOOD

MEET THE FOCKERS

Today I finally watched 'MEET THE FOCKERS'...
I've never planned to watch this movie...
BUT I did not regret it....It's totally FUNNY and a little bit SICK...
.Can u imagine??? The first word a baby can say is 'A** H***'....It's really2 sickening,man!!!
It's just good movie to make u laugh the whole show...
and I LIKE LITTLE JACK so much..
.He's such an adorable baby....;)
(one of the scene in MEET THE FOCKERS--Little Jack and His GRANPA JACK....*pic taken from imdb.com)

??????

Dunno what to write actually....just nothing to do...so try to write something...;)

There some things that always cross my mind...
1. My Future..What will happen to me after my contract finish this year??
2. My Job...As a teacher, I always do my best for my students but sometimes I feel that I'm still not good enough...I just hope I'll improve to be the better one...;)
3. My Love Life...I always think if he feels what i feel for him....

There are 3 major things that always cross my mind lately...but I surrender everything to GOD cos' I know He will never let me down and always give the best for me...:)

hmm....one more thing that I really want to do... I WANT TO SEE DELON....on TV or LIVE....Gosh, cannot wait to see him again....;)

...???

ALEXANDER WANG LEE HOM--ONE OF THE TALENTED GUY...

HE"S D MAN....:)
He's really2 talented GUY...love him inside and outside...
well, he has a good look and nice appearence....but above all he's good in playing some instruments such as: guitar, drum, percussion, piano, and violin...he's good in composing a song for himself or for other singers....he's a good voice also....he can dance...he can speak some languages: English, MAndarin, Cantonese, Japanese, French...he's also a good actor....;)

FOREVER LOVE--LEE HOM WANG (no 5--Xin Zhong De Ri Yue)

(such a cool dude...LOVE HIM much...)

TODAY IS MY DAY

I'm 24 years old today!!! so many things had happened to me in this 24 years of my life....
Today the 2nd time I celebrated my birthday far far away from my family n friends....
BUT GOD is so kind to me....
HE blessed me of so many kind people around me...
HE blessed me a bunch of good friends...
and ONE BIG FAMILY that can fulfill my DAY....;)
I'm so THANKFUL for all of them...

The other things that make me so happy TODAY 'cos all my friends still remember my birthday...although we're far far away apart by distance....I got sms from all my FRIENDS...and FAMILY of course...and I'm so happy that somebody remembers my BDAY....send me the bday wish with a SWEET words...;)

I'm so happy and so Blessed....although I'm not feeling well but BDAY IS BDAY....and I'll enjoy d rest of the DAY.....

Sie-Sie Ni Men...Wo Ai NI MEN!!!!

Can U IMAGINE??? That this li'l girl is 24 already....;) 

DADDY....I lOVE U

Yang Terbaik Bagimu (Jangan Lupakan Ayah)
Ada Band feat. Gita Gutawa

Teringat masa kecilku
Kau peluk dan kau manja
Indahnya saat itu
Buatku melambung
Di sisimu terngiang
Hangat nafas segar harum tubuhmu
Kau tuturkan segala mimpi-mimpi
Serta harapanmu

Kau ingin ku menjadi
Yang terbaik bagimu
Patuhi perintahmu
Jauhkan godaan
Yang mungkin kulakukan
Dalam waktu ku beranjak dewasa
Jangan sampai membuatku
Terbelenggu, jatuh dan terinjak

Tuhan tolonglah
Sampaikan sejuta sayangku untuknya
Ku t'rus berjanji
Tak 'kan khianati pintanya
Ayah dengarlah
Betapa sesungguhnya ku mencintaimu
'Kan kubuktikan
Ku mampu penuhi maumu

Andaikan detik itu
'Kan bergulir kembali
Kurindukan suasana
Basuh jiwaku
Membahagiakan aku
Yang haus akan kasih dan sayangmu
'Tuk wujudkan segala sesuatu
Yang pernah terlewati

>>SPECIAL TO MY DAD...He's the best dad I've ever had...I LOVE U,DAD!!! I will make u proud of me<<

IN THIS LIFE

>>me and my naughty cutie niece<< TA, 30.12.04

2 weeks holiday in Jakarta was just nice, fun, and amazing....I was so HAPPY...meeting my BIG family....enjoying every food that I ate....enjoying every place that I visited....and of course enjoying my lovely cozy room.....;) Whatta HOLIDAY!!!!

my biggest experience is going to Bali with my mom, bro, aunty nancy, and my uncle n the family....(too bad my dad can't join us cos he has to serve GOD on X-mas eve and day!!! I wish that he could join us, but to serve GOD is the most important, right???) enjoying every sight seeing..beautiful view...shopping....nice HOTEL.....BUT BAD FOOD....hahahhahahaha;)

After those happy days...I got news that I have to move down to first floor....WHAT??? LIving in the BOYS apt??? It really2 ruins my hols...I felt so sad....I HATE IT so much...but I can't do anything cos I'm living for free...MUST accept every decision the school makes for me....:( On the other hand, I'm really excited to come back....NO MORE TEACHING PE....and I will teach MATHS and ENG.....whatta BIG CHALLANGE......

Today is 3rd day of school....ENJOYING myself with my new job.....BUT I HATE IT when i go back home....cos it does not feel like HOME again....whatever it is...hopefully, it will change soon!!!

Tell u the TRUTH.....I MISS MY FAMILY SO MUCH.....!!!!!!:P