Last nIgHt....

well...this is is something to think about....
Last night....I went to sleep already....suddenly I remembered about something what Father James said during the mass.....It was about GOD'S WAY and NOT OUR WAY!!!!

First he said something related about PALM SUNDAY...when Jesus entered the Jerusalem where everyone praised and adored HIM...and @ the next day people curse Him andsentenced Him to death... He had to do HIS passion....BUT that's God's Way....sometimes you will be up sometimes you will be down.

Second he said that smetimes people like to pray asking God to fullfill their way not God's Way...he gave some examples like going for medical check up and pray for the good result or when issuing a check, the prossess will be done smoothly....Yep!!! That's what people did...or even I did sometimes....

These things remind me of what I am now....I realized that what I had now is a GOD's way...I won't be here if it's my way....all I can do is just hope, pray and try harder.....
As my 2 years trainig program is going to over soon...I'm thinking of what will happen to me next....of course I have thought of many alternatives to continue my life....BACK to SCHOOL, Fairview CHINA, or BACK HOME, or STAY in KL....

I dunno...suddenly...I really2 want to CONTINUE STUDY....trying hard to have my master degree....my target is NUS....Singapore...I really wish that I could stay in Singapore....my reasons are simple...near by, safe, a lot of friends...and I'm familiar with the country....But once again....I SURRENDER everythingb to GOd...Let Him shows the BEST way for me.....:) If it is HIS WAY...everything will be OK.....!!!!

Remember...DO the GOD's WAY not MY WAY!!!!!....

"I Surrender All"

All to Jesus I surrender

All to Him I freely give;

I will ever love and trust Him,

In his presence daily live.

I surrender all, to you Jesus I surrender all, all;

All to thee, my blessed Savior,

I surrender all.

All I have I give to You (I'll give it to You)

I surrender all to You (everything I have)

I'll do what you want me to (what you want me do)

I'll give You everythingI surrender all to Jesus

I surrender all

I give my self to thee

Fill me with a love and power that your blessing follow me

I surrender allTo you Jesus I (I surrender all)

All to thee, my blessed Savior

I surrender all

All I have I give to You

I surrender all to You

I'll do what you want me to

I'll give You everything

I surrender all to Jesus

All I have I give to You (all to you Lord)

I surrender all to You (I surrender all I have to you)

I'll do what you want me to (whatever you want from me)

I'll give You everything

I surrender all to You

I surrender all to You

I'll do whatever you want me to

Nothing else I'd rather do

With my life, Lord I'll serve you every day

Even when things don't go my way

Lord you can trust me to never straight, oh

By:RUBEN STUDDARD