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Wednesday, May 11, 2005
When I have to make a DECISION.....
yah...Sekolah lagi deh.....!!!! Buka imel....ada ttg perpanjangan kontrak....DILEMA.....bener2 pusiiink bgt....disatu pihak emank gue masih pengen disini....di laen pihak gue pengen pulang dan melakukan hal2 laen.....!!!!
GMN DUONK??? AMBIL GAK YA??? KLO DIAMBIL RENCANA S2 GMN??? BRP TAON LG YA??? SETAON??? DUA TAON???? APA GW MAMPU?? APA GW BETAH?? TEMPAT TINGGAL??, dst...dst....dst....
wah...pokoknya semua pertanyaan2itu keluar deh.....!!!! Semua org gue tanyain pendapatnya....sms kilat ke mom n dad.....!!! JWBAN MEREKA...."AMBIL....2 Taon lagi...biar mantep!!!!"
gue pikir2 lbh lanjut.....sampe akhirnya gue sakit panas tinggi.....24 jam di ranjang gak bs bangun.....tp ternyata sakit gue itu ada hikmahnya.....gue byk berpikir dan merenung.....dan akhirnya gue bulatkan hati dan pikiran untuk memperpanjang kontrak gue....dg satu pertimabngan....MY BELOVED BRO.....klo gue perpanjang 2 taon lagi plg gak gue msh nabung 2 taon lagi buat sekolah ntar.....en dalam wkt 2 taon kan si Enat dah lulus tuh jadi mom n dad dah gt berat....adalah budget dikit2.....gue kelar S2 kan gue bisa bantu2 mom n dad n jg Enat.....semuanya dah gue pikirin deh.....dan gue yakin ini jalan yg terbaik buat gue.....ok??? so...JIA YOU aja deh.....!!!!
GMN DUONK??? AMBIL GAK YA??? KLO DIAMBIL RENCANA S2 GMN??? BRP TAON LG YA??? SETAON??? DUA TAON???? APA GW MAMPU?? APA GW BETAH?? TEMPAT TINGGAL??, dst...dst....dst....
wah...pokoknya semua pertanyaan2itu keluar deh.....!!!! Semua org gue tanyain pendapatnya....sms kilat ke mom n dad.....!!! JWBAN MEREKA...."AMBIL....2 Taon lagi...biar mantep!!!!"
gue pikir2 lbh lanjut.....sampe akhirnya gue sakit panas tinggi.....24 jam di ranjang gak bs bangun.....tp ternyata sakit gue itu ada hikmahnya.....gue byk berpikir dan merenung.....dan akhirnya gue bulatkan hati dan pikiran untuk memperpanjang kontrak gue....dg satu pertimabngan....MY BELOVED BRO.....klo gue perpanjang 2 taon lagi plg gak gue msh nabung 2 taon lagi buat sekolah ntar.....en dalam wkt 2 taon kan si Enat dah lulus tuh jadi mom n dad dah gt berat....adalah budget dikit2.....gue kelar S2 kan gue bisa bantu2 mom n dad n jg Enat.....semuanya dah gue pikirin deh.....dan gue yakin ini jalan yg terbaik buat gue.....ok??? so...JIA YOU aja deh.....!!!!
After Holidays....
Wah....sowie...lama gak updatre neeh weblog.....!!!!! Too much to say about my hols sampe2 gue bingung ndiri mo nulisnya gimana??? HAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
Hmm....Ok deh....My Hols after all were PERFECT....I was enjoying it so much.....as u can c from the prev posting....
These were happening the last couple days of the hols....YEP!!! Finally gue ktm juga ma si Mr.D itu...jalan, ngobrol, en nonton duonk....Nyobain bioskop br getoh....GADINK XXI....(gud cinema!!! gak kalah ma Time Square...COZY abuish!!!!) film-nya???....lagi2 bukan luck gue buat ntn film Romantis ma dia...jadinya filmnya adalah....XXX-2: THE NEXT LEVEL.....typically action hero movie gt deh....tp krn gue ntnnya ma dia jadi semuanya jadi lbh indah.....HAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAAA
Hasil dari jalan2 itu yg gw dpt lumayan bikin gue TERDIAM tak bisa berkata2 alias...SPEECHLESS abuish.....hahahhaaa.....apalagi yg menyangkut his RELIGION....NO COMMENT aja kalie yee gue.....krn gue jg bingung mo COMMENT apa.....????
Trus I know that I am MEANT to be his BEST FRIEND not more tha THAT.....krn menurut gw this is the best for us.....!!!! And some of my FRIENDS do not give me a confirmation....and I think I deserve SOMEBODY better than him.....
Finally...HE"S GOING TO BEIJING this SEPTEMBER.....!!!! HAPPY for Him....SAD???? DUNNO......;P
The next day, gue jalan ma Nat2 n KOALA....hmm...It always a plasure for me to see them both 'cos I think they are MEANT for each other....They are so cute....!!!! Hopefully, the blessing will be out soon.....
hmm....tiap kali gue liat KOALA selalu mengingatkan gue ma YOYO deh....so loving, so sweet n so caring....n the most important thing...so fatherly type....:)
(Nat, inget ya!!! Si Koala tuh one in a million!!!)
APA??? PESAWAT DI CANCEL???...ktnya seeh krn masalah operational gt deh......SENENG??? SEDIH??? gak tau juga...kynya tiap kali gue pulang APRIL gak pernah balik on time deh.....hahahhaahhahahaa....ya ud akhirnya plg ke rumah lagi deh....msh bisa nikmatin rumah sehari lagi.....en masih sempet ntn "MY LITTLE BRIDE"....asli bagus bener neeh film...KIM RAE WON so sweet......!!! I LIKE HIM MUCH......hahahahahahaaaaa
Well....gt deh liburan gw yg singkat dan enjoyable....hahahahahahahaa.....
Hmm....Ok deh....My Hols after all were PERFECT....I was enjoying it so much.....as u can c from the prev posting....
These were happening the last couple days of the hols....YEP!!! Finally gue ktm juga ma si Mr.D itu...jalan, ngobrol, en nonton duonk....Nyobain bioskop br getoh....GADINK XXI....(gud cinema!!! gak kalah ma Time Square...COZY abuish!!!!) film-nya???....lagi2 bukan luck gue buat ntn film Romantis ma dia...jadinya filmnya adalah....XXX-2: THE NEXT LEVEL.....typically action hero movie gt deh....tp krn gue ntnnya ma dia jadi semuanya jadi lbh indah.....HAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAAA
Hasil dari jalan2 itu yg gw dpt lumayan bikin gue TERDIAM tak bisa berkata2 alias...SPEECHLESS abuish.....hahahhaaa.....apalagi yg menyangkut his RELIGION....NO COMMENT aja kalie yee gue.....krn gue jg bingung mo COMMENT apa.....????
Trus I know that I am MEANT to be his BEST FRIEND not more tha THAT.....krn menurut gw this is the best for us.....!!!! And some of my FRIENDS do not give me a confirmation....and I think I deserve SOMEBODY better than him.....
Finally...HE"S GOING TO BEIJING this SEPTEMBER.....!!!! HAPPY for Him....SAD???? DUNNO......;P
The next day, gue jalan ma Nat2 n KOALA....hmm...It always a plasure for me to see them both 'cos I think they are MEANT for each other....They are so cute....!!!! Hopefully, the blessing will be out soon.....
hmm....tiap kali gue liat KOALA selalu mengingatkan gue ma YOYO deh....so loving, so sweet n so caring....n the most important thing...so fatherly type....:)
(Nat, inget ya!!! Si Koala tuh one in a million!!!)
APA??? PESAWAT DI CANCEL???...ktnya seeh krn masalah operational gt deh......SENENG??? SEDIH??? gak tau juga...kynya tiap kali gue pulang APRIL gak pernah balik on time deh.....hahahhaahhahahaa....ya ud akhirnya plg ke rumah lagi deh....msh bisa nikmatin rumah sehari lagi.....en masih sempet ntn "MY LITTLE BRIDE"....asli bagus bener neeh film...KIM RAE WON so sweet......!!! I LIKE HIM MUCH......hahahahahahaaaaa
Well....gt deh liburan gw yg singkat dan enjoyable....hahahahahahahaa.....
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