Wednesday, January 20, 2010

poto poto

poto poto itu menyenangkan....
dipoto itu seru...walopun kadang keabisan gaya en gigi jadi kering...
tp ternyata moto-pun seru...bisa bikin cerita dari poto2 itu.... bisa mengabadikan moment2 indah, unik, luchu sehingga jadi satu kenangan yg bisa dibagikan dan diceritakan lagi di masa depan...
tp klo mo dipoto en moto perlu modal kamera..kamera yg agak canggihan dikit biar hasilnya bagus...tp susahnya harga kamera agak cangih itu aja cukup bikin miris kantong...
dan lagi biar bisa seru maen hasil poto2 kudu belajar maen photoshop biar bs ngedit2 poto dan hasilnya maximal....

yeah...I adore photography and I enjoy becoming d amatuer model...waks!!!

:))

klo kamu ga ada di kangenin...
klo kamu ada biasa2 aja...
dasar aneh....

Tuesday, January 19, 2010

U n I

How to describe this feeling???

Weird...

Sometimes I want u...

Sometimes I don't care

Sometimes I need u

Sometimes I miss u

Sometimes u're out of reach

Sometimes I don't feel anything...

Sometimes I wish u were here with me...

It's so 'messy'....

Don't know how to feel...I just see u....

Menulis....

Menulis itu bisa bikin pikiran yg buntu jadi menemukan pencerahan lagi...soalnya separo dari yg dipikirin ud dituangin diatas kertas...
Menulis itu bebas tanpa ada paksaan...(seharusnya?? tp klo harus nulis paper buat tugas??)
Menulis itu bisa buat curhat...apalagi klo ga ada yg bs diajak ngomong...
Menulis itu bisa menghasilkan duit!!!!
Menulis itu bisa mengungkapkan perasaan yang ga bisa diungkapkan secara oral....:))
Menulis itu menyenangkan....hiburan....
Menulis dan menulis...walaupun cuman satu kalimat kadang itu bisa membuat org lain terhiburrr....
Menulis...teruslah menulis....

Tuesday, January 12, 2010

Mencintaiku apa adanya....

29 tahun kurang 2 hari aku sudah bernapas di dunia ini...
3 negara sudah kucoba untuk menjadi tempatku hidup...
Di Indonesia, tepatnya di ibukaota JAKARTA yg super sibuk inilah aku berjuang dalam lika liku kehidupan....
Aku bersyukur bahwa selama 29 tahun aku hidup aku dipenuhi dengan berkat dan cinta...
Aku dilindungi, dicintai dan dididik sehingga aku seperti ini dalam keluarga yang bisa dibilang cukup sempurna (I always thank GOD for my family)
Aku dipertemukan dengan orang-orang yang bisa melengkapi diriku sehingga aku merasa 'lengkap' dalam kehidupan ini...
Pengalaman-pengalaman yang terjadi dalam hidupku telah menempaku menjadi orang yang lebih 'kaya' lagi....'kaya' akan pengetahuan dan pengalaman....yang walaupun sulit aku masih bisa tertawa...
Aku tahu jalanku masih panjang...banyak impianku yg msh harus ku kejar...banyak tantangan-tangan hidup yang harus kuhadapi....
Tapi aku percaya...aku tak pernah sendirian....
walaupun aku tak sempurna....tapi DIA tak pernah meninggalkanku...
DIA yang mencintaiku tanpa syarat...DIA selalu mencintaiku apa adanya...

Thank u, God to love me what I am....

Thursday, December 31, 2009

Old and New

It's been like this year to year....
Reflecting back to what happened this year...and writing some hope and wishes for the new year...

This 2009 was never been easy and smooth as I hoped for...BUT this year I learned a lot...through tears, sweat, and laughter...I enjoyed every moment, every events, every thing that happened along this years....I learned a lot of things...although I might say that I wasn't a good student at all....
Well... I guess goodbye 2009....it always be a great year with lot of moments to remember....:)

2010 is around the corner...
Hope in 2010...I will finish my master degree...
I will get more experiences that develop me into a better person
I will continue dedicating myself for the little ones who always brighten my days....
I will get a luck in my love life...
I will always be happy
My family will always be happy and healthy...
Finally, I hope that I can reach my other dreams....

No matter what has happened in 2009 and will happen in 2010...what I believe is that everything will be great because God is always with us along the way....

God Bless Us, everyone!!!
Happy New Year!!!
may we have a blessed year!!!

Wednesday, December 30, 2009

Friends; Lovers or Nothing-John Mayer

Now that we are over
As the loving kind
We'll be dreaming ways
To keep the good alive

Only when we want is not
A compromise
Ill be pouring tears
Into your drying eyes

Friends, lovers, or nothing
There can only be one
Friends, lovers, or nothing
We'll never be the inbetween
So give it up

You whisper "Come on over"
Cause your two drinks in
But in the morning I will say
Good-bye again

Think we'll never fall into
The jealous game
The streets will flood
With blood of those who felt the same

Friends, lovers, or nothing
You see
There can only be one
Friends, lovers, or nothing
We'll never an inbetween
So give it up

Friends, lovers, or nothing
We can really only ever be one
Friends, lovers, or nothing
Don't you know
We'll never be the inbetween
So give it up

No we'll never the inbetween
So give it up

Anything other than 'yes' is 'no'
Anything other than 'stay' is 'go'
Anything less than 'I love you' is lying... [fade out]

I see You-Leona Lewis

Walking through a dream
I see you
My light in darkness breathing hope of new life
Now I live through you and you through me
Enchanted
I pray in my heart that this dream never ends

I see me through your eyes
Living through life flying high
Your life shines the way into paradise
So I offer my life as a sacrifice
I live through your love

You teach me how to see
All that’s beautiful
My senses touch your word I never pictured
Now I give my hope to you
I surrender
I pray in my heart that this world never ends

I see me through your eyes
Living through life flying high
Your love shines the way into paradise
So I offer my life
I offer my love, for you

When my heart was never open
(and my spirit never free)
To the world that you have shown me
But my eyes could not division
All the colors of love and of life ever more
Evermore

(I see me through your eyes)
I see me through your eyes
(Living through life flying high)
Flying high

Your love shines the way into paradise
So I offer my life as a sacrifice
And live through your love
And live through your life
I see you
I see you

Skxawng=Stupid

I guessed that was me...I just felt so skxawng....
If I don't feel him, why should I feel uncomfortable?
If I don't feel him, why did I enjoy the riding so much?
If I don't feel him, why do I always run to him?
If I don't feel him, why do I always miss him?

so what do I feel now??
Do I love him? Yes, I do...But it never more than best friend...
Because I know we are not meant to be lover...
This is us...BEST BUDDIES FOREVER...

Oh, God....don't let me do sth skxawng...
Let me enjoy every moment that we share as two BEST BUDDIES...
Yeah...He'll always be my BBF....always....

Wednesday, December 09, 2009

Thank You

Finally....It's Over!!!
Preparing an event is never been easy...there's do much to be prepared, there's so much to be done...in a very short time...
However, I believe it's part of the learning that I need to face and to enjoy the process...

I know that I will not be able to do this alone...
I need to synergize with u all....
I know that I will be so helpless without u all...
This X-mas Assembly won't be like this without u taking part in each of every process...

Through the ups and downs in the rush hour of the semester...we made this happen...so there's no other words that I can say except THANK YOU
To my Jesus Christ...my savior and my guidance....without HIM along the process...I believe that this event will not be success...

To Ribka, Mr Grant, Theo, Ferdi, Ola, Shelma, Arni, Mirna, Rika, Sandra, Kak Julia, Anne, Hari, Yohan, Budi, Pak Bismark, Pak Darwin, and Monic....Thank u for the ideas, the hard work, the songs, the scripts, the overtime, and the energy that u spent to make this a moment to remember...

To the Cast: Momon, Kirtti, Jacelyn, Adhista, Abel, Kristof, Mitzi, Michael, Clinton, Jennifer, Graham, Michael, Gino, Rasjid and Gabi...You have done WELL,guys!!! Thank you for putting the best effort to make "The X-mas Shoes" live on stage!!!! Biggest Applause to u all...:)

To the Stage Crew team: Gino, Jhohanes, Liberty, Yoga, Kenji, Dio,Keanu,George, Rio, Alvin, Widhi, Nabil...Thank you for preparing all the props...especially the shoes....:P and for your energy in lifting all the props in and off stage!!! Thank you,guys!!!

To the Decoration team: Beverly, Jessica, Nadira, Samantha, Ayu, Yuri, Natasha, Vania, Kevin, Jennifer, Ramada, Alfred, Angeline, Reynatte...Thank you for the decoration,guys...u have chnaged the gym into mini 'mall'....Good Job, guys!!!

To the Backdrop team: Jason, Rindra and Stepan...Thank you for the drawings...They completed the drama...!!!

To the costume team: Kirtti, Pradnya, and Adhista...thank you for ur hard work to collect the costume for the characters...:)

To Ramada and Pradnya: Thank you for the invitation and program book design....It's very beautiful!!! (even the parents said so!!!)

To Ibu Tya, Ibu Herda, The TLCs,The Headmaster and Headmistress, Homeroom teachers, teachers, admin staff and cleaners...thank you for the supports, understandings, inputs, and prayers....!!!

I would like to apologize if during the process there were my words or attitudes that hurt your feelings or bother you....!!!

Once again....THANK YOU SO MUCH....

Finally... Merry X-mas and Happy New Year...May u all hv a great and blessed Holiday!!

PS: please share this to others...thank u...:)

I feel

Yeah...!!! It's DONE with the great SUCCESS!!!
The X-mas Performance is OVER!!!
After the hectic, stress and panic for a month plus plus....I am so glad is over...
The funny thing is...there are some mixed up feelings that I feel....

I feel....

* Relieve
yeah....It's Done!!! All the hardwork has been paid with the great success....:)

* Happy
because everyone was HAPPY...
because all the things that we planned could be achieved...

* Satisfied and Proud
because the team has done A GREAT JOB!!!
especially the children...they have shown us that they have a good team work and they can synergize well...besides that they have put their best effort to give the best they can give...
We are really PROUD of them....because they have done their best not to let us down....BIG APPLAUSE for u all...!!!

*Sad
It's kinda sad...because I'm gonna miss all the fun during the process of preparation to make this happen...(the silly things the cast did during the practice, the mess in the Gym, the laughter during overtime, the panic expression on the students and teachers' face....etc) Yeah...above all..It turn into GOOD things,guys!!!
Besides that, I'm gonna miss my friend...because she's gonna leave us after this...hix..hix...hix..as if this event was a farewell for her....(ooh...I wanna cry again...sob..sob...sob)

*Grateful
because we have shown that we are a GOOD team....and the show was a success...

No matter HOW I FEEL...it's just the great experience for me at the end of 2009...It's really A MOMENT TO REMEMBER that became a LEADER was a TOUGH job...it needs more than courage...it needs strength, open mind, open heart, high dedication and high responsibilty....
This experience gave me opportunity to use all the 7 habits....
However, I was glad that I had great people in my team...U are the best,guys!!!
Thank u for everything!!!

Merry X-mas and HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

Monday, November 23, 2009

Sebuah tanggung jawab...

Ketika sebuah tanggung jawab besar diberikan kepadaku
aku tak bisa mengelak...
aku terima...
aku jalani...
aku berusaha...
bukan dengan kemudahan yang harus aku lalui
tapi jalan berliku yang harus kutempuh...
sebuah kekuatan
keteguhan hati
komitmen diri
dan rasa tanggung jawab
membuatku untuk maju terus berjuang memberikan yang terbaik...
aku bersyukur...
orang2 yang bekerja bersamaku
adalah orang yang mudah untuk diajak betukar pikiran dan berkomitmen tinggi...
akupun semakin semangat bekerja...
walaupun tak sedikit kasak kusuk sana sini dibelakangku dan teamku...
TAPI..
aku percaya...
sesuatu yang dilakukan dengan hati yang tulus akan menghasilkan hasil yang terbaik pula...
Ayoo....ini belum berakhir...
Berjuanglah...
Gampatei!!!

Wednesday, November 11, 2009

Celebrate my 4 years @ PSKDM

Last Monday, 09.11.09 was my 4th year in PSKDM...what I know is that the challenges are not over yet or even it will never be over....and the fighting keeps on going...
I'm glad that got so many things in these 4 years...I have developed...personally and professionally....
Hope I could gain more and more in the years ahead....:)
God Bless...

Tuesday, October 06, 2009

Eeyore

Eeyore made by Ola

Gw gak tau kenapa gue suka EEYORE....mungkin krn dia biru...dia lemes..dia ga ada gairah en selalu gloomy.....wakakakakakkaaa
pilihan yg aneh memang...
Gambar ini digambarin ma Ola...my best buddy...yg multi talented...hehhhehehehe...
Thx ya,la...kapan2 gambarin gue lageee...hehheehhheee

Monday, September 28, 2009

Man in the Mirror-WLH vers



I’m gonna make a change
For once in my life
It's gonna feel real good
Gonna make a difference
Gonna make it right

As I turned up the collar on
My favorite winter coat
This wind is blowin' my mind
I see the kids in the street
With not enough to eat
Who am I to be blind
Pretending not to see their needs

A summer's disregard
A broken bottle top
And a one man's soul
They follow each other
On the wind ya' know
'Cause they got nowhere to go
That's why I want you to know

I'm starting with the man in the mirror
I'm asking him to change his ways
And no message could have been any clearer
If you wanna make the world a better place
Take a look at yourself and then make a change, yey
Na na na, na na na, na na na na oh ho

I've been a victim of
A selfish kind of love
It's time that I realize
There are some with no home
Not a nickel to loan
Could it be really me pretending that they're not alone

A willow deeply scarred
Somebody's broken heart
And a washed out dream
They follow the pattern of the wind ya' see
'Cause they got no where to be
That's why I'm starting with me

I'm talking 'bout with the man in the mirror
I'm asking him to change his ways
And no message could have been any clearer
If you wanna make the world a better place
Take a look at yourself and then make a change

You gotta get it right, while you got the time
'Cause when you close your heart
(You can't close your, your mind)

I'm talking with the man in the mirror
I'm asking him to change his ways
No message could have been any clearer
If you wanna make the world a better place
Take a look at yourself then just make that change

Thursday, September 24, 2009

MY mobile phone History


Nokia 3210
My 1st HP...my parets bought for me...
It lasted for 3 years until I graduated from university...


My 2nd HP Nokia 3610
I bought it with my salary as part time teacher giving tuition and my dad added a little...
It lasted around 3 years too...
It accompanied me when I was in KL....shared my tears and laughter...


My 3rd HP nokia 6270
I bought it with my own salary...
I love this HP so much....when I started in PSKD until 23rd September 2009...It has been my greatest company for communication....too hard to let it go...
BUT I have to....



My nokia E71....the latest HP..my dream phone
I bought it with my own money...
Hope I will share more of the memories with it!!!!
Welcome to my life my E71...

Thursday, September 17, 2009

Kim Bummie pics..

Bukan Cinta Biasa-Afgan

Kali ini kusadari
Aku telah jatuh cinta
Dari hatiku terdalam
Sungguh aku cinta padamu

Cintaku bukanlah cinta biasa
Jika kamu yang memiliki
Dan kamu yang temaniku seumur hidupku

Terimalah pengakuanku
Percayalah kepadaku
Semua ini kulakukan
Karena kamu memang untukku

Cinta ku bukan cinta biasa
Jika kamu yang menemani
Dan kamu yang temaniku seumur hidupku
Terimalah pengakuanku

Because I'm ur friend...4ever n always

Let me be ur ears this time.
I'll listen 2 u.
Share ur feelings n thoughts.
I'll do my best 2 reduce ur pain.
Just be 'open'...this time I'll comfort u.
Above all..
THAT'S WHAT FRIENDS R 4.

Curious...curious...

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA....

kok gue jahat banget sich?? malah ngetawain yg lagi susah??
gue ketawa aja...ternyata beneran....ada yg ud bubaran lagi....
hihihihiihihi....alsannya klise banget deh....

trus??

ya udah...gak kenapa2 juga...gak ngaruh juga kan ma gue...
udah gini aja...jangan sampe masuk 'ICU" lagi gara2 krisis perasaan...cape tau!!!!
senang2 aja deh gue...ada temen buat jalan2 lagiii.....
ASAL...ASAL NICH....jangan kebawa perasaan aja ya!!! hihihihihihi

*hoping mode on*