Seandainya...

seandainya...
kau rasakan yg aku rasakan...

seandainya...
dapat kukatakan rasa ini...

seandainya
kau dengarkan aku...

seandainya...
kau ada dekatku...

mungkin...
aku tak perlu...
terdiam...
dan merindukannmu...

Intermezzo

lagi cape dengan rutinitas harian neeh....jadi butuh sebuah intermezzo ringan...!!!! sebenernya...intermezzo paling nikmat adalah liburan keluar dari jakarta...biar dapet suasana baru, udara baru...inspirasi baru...semangat baru...yah mencari2 warna warni baru buat hidup lah... tapi intermezzo yg satu itu baru bs gue lakuin sebulan lagi...dimana dalam sebulan ini banyak BGT kerjaan...dari masalah year end, raport, PTS, sampe essay Dunkin gue...banyak ya!!! ckckckckckc...tp payahnya kadang mood ini ga bisa diajak kompromi....*sigh* tapi kayanya sebenernya sich...gue harus ngobrak ngabrik diri gue biar mood gue tetep steady en kerjaan gue beres dan menghasilkan yg terbaik!!! *sigh* ahhhhhh.....yah sementara ini...intermezzo terbaik gue adalah membaca novel2 ringan...novel2 anak2...salah satu novel anak2 yg lagi gue baca adalah novel2 karangan Jacqueiline Wilson...ceritnya ringan,common, bermakna dan so touchy....menghibur gue lah klo lagi suntuk....hehehehehehehe.... Yah...sepertinya sudah harus kembali ke perkerjaan!!! Ayoo...semangat!!!!

Ngayal ahhh....

Lagi iseng neeh...secara novel yg membuat gue addicted itu ud selese...jadi sekarang gue mau ngayal2 dikiit ah...mengasah imajinasi..*alaah apa sich??*

yah...taon depan klo emank semuanya lancar dan emank seharusnya lancar...berarti selese sudah pergulatan gue dengan Deakin...dapet lagi satu titel baru...MEd... (AMMMMIIINNN) trus klo emank wisuda...yah sukue2 akhirnya gue bs menginjakkan kaki di negeri kanguru itu...dan ketemu temen2 gue yg ada di Melbourne...definitely ketemu ma Emak...gue harus ketemu dia...dia adalah orang yang paling berjasa dalam study gue ini...klo ga ada dia...kuliah S2 gue masih mimpi...

Travelling...gue selalu bermimpi buat travelling keliling Europe...paling ga negara2 besar di Eropa lah...tujuanya cuman mo poto ditempat2 tersohor...melihat indahnya Eropa...ketemu Pris, Riq, Dee..and Vic...ahhh...semoga...semoga...udah kebayang betapa indahnya view di Europe...apalagi kmrn dengerin cerita dari Riq....wahhh...semakin pengen....*cross my finger*...klo Tuhan mengijinkan pasti semuanya lancar....

Hmm...skrg khayalan gue berhubungan dengan soulmate...my love of my life...heheheheee...karena kebanyakkan baca novel Sitta Karina tentang Hanafiah Clan...dan membaca cerita ttg para cowo2 HANAFIAH itu..yg tengil, sinting, kadang sadis...tp jauh didlmnya tuh bisa sweet, gentlemen, dan romantis....yg pasti family man!!! Them I think I'm trully addicted with HANAFIAH's story!!! Hopefully, I could get a family man, pekerja keras, tapi bisa diajak gila2an dan tetep gentleman....hahahhhhahahahaha

Berkhayal itu emank enakkk!!!! seakan2 ga mau berenti...tp kayanya sudah harus berhenti....
karena gw percaya...my dreams will come true..one at a time....

Mengumpulkan Kepingan Puzzle

Tidak ada yang mudah dalam menyusun kepingan-kepingan puzzle sehingga menjadi satu kesatuan yang indah. Perlu kesabaran, ketelitian dan kerjasama yang baik.

Sama halnya dalam merealisasikan sebuah event besar...harus menyatukan ide-ide dari beberapa kepala...yang kadang pun masih banyak pihak2 yang ga puas...perlu kesabaran, kerjasama dan saling menghargai sehingga kepingan-kepingan tersebut menjadi sesuatu yang indah yang tebaik bagi semua pihak...tanpa adanya pihak-pihak yang dirugikan....mungkin komunikasi yang lebih intens harus dijalankan dengan baik...sehingga semua pihak dapat melebur menjadi satu tanpa mementingkan ego masing-masing.

Susah??? Banget...ga ada yang pernah bilang ini sesuatu yang mudah...
Keterbatasan waktu yang ada kadang dapat memicu berbagai reaksi karena...emosi terbawa..ditambah stress karena dikejar2 deadline...

Personally, gue sih ga ambil pusiink...walopun ada sdkt rasa kecewa gue....tp yah terserah aja deh...I just did my task...besides that, gue masih punya satu kerjaan penting juga yang masih harus gue pikirkan...yg pasti akan menjadi prioritas nomer satu gue saat ini...mengumpulkan kepingan-kepingan puzzle pribadi aja ga gampang...apalagi ini menyangkut banyak orang...
yah...hanya bisa menjalankan tugas sebaik2nya...karena mengeluh pun takkan menyelesaikan masalah!!!

The book...

Sitta's books especially the HANAFIAH CLAN story are always making me addicted...I can't stop reading them...after all the other books...
This new book TITANIUM becomes my payback...
'cos I miss to read the books about this CLAN.....hahhhhaha
funny, crazy, sweet, romantic, touchy, scary, weird..all in...in each of every story!!!
I can't wait to finish this book....

My always HOM

The World Of LEE HOM

oowww so cute......play time

Lee Hom and his violin...can't resist!!

being a conductor...

On his MV "Chun Yu Li Xi Guo De Tai Yang"

Different Lee Hom's expressions

When You're Gone

It's so quiet...
my YM becomes so quiet..
you are not there...

How's ur trip??
Tell me about it...
I really want to know...
I wish I could join u, u know...
I wish..I wish...
hopefully, next time I will have the trip with u...

I don't know what I feel...
but I feel a bit quiet...
because u are not there...
to talk to me...
to complete my nite...

Online soon,ya!!!
I'm waiting...
cos' it's never the same...when u're gone...

Aku kangen kamu

Aku sendiri..
belakangan ini kita jaran sms2an lagi
ketemu online pun jarang...
padahal kamu udah deket banget..
tapi kok malah jadi jauh...

apa kabarmu?
bagaimana pekerjaanmu?
menyenangkankah?
kapan kita jalan lagi?
kok kamu diem aja sich?

Aku bingung...
kok aku jadi begini...
aku seakan tak peduli lagi kamu ada atauoun tidak
secepat itukah rasa itu menguap...
secepat itukah aku melupakan rasa itu...

Aku tak tahu apa yang kurasa lagi...
Mungkin...aku kangen kamu...sedikit!!!

Circle of Friends

I am in the middle of one good thing called FRIENDSHIP...
It is really a blessed to be in this place...
I did not say that these people were never have a conflict...
but...the true FRIENDSHIP always happens when we are together...

Maybe this is one good thing of this place
It has a strong circle of friends...
Where else can you see a situation like this..

One of our friends who has moved to other city is admitted in the hospital Jakarta...
Today we went there to visit her...
There were 20 of us in that room...to give support...to share laughter...to entertain and to make her stronger..

It was a nice view that this circle of friendship will never end...no matter where you are...we are always friends...
It was something that rarely happened in other places...
And I'm glad...I'm part of it...

The feelings

recently...I'm in the middle of the hectic period...on one hand I have to submit my assignment...on the other hand I have to deal with my responsibility as a teacher...
Well...it's all part of my job but sometimes when it comes at the same time...I just wish I could run away....

However, I realized that...this is the time to test the personal management skill..so far I think I'm still in the level of progressing....hahahahahaha

Hopefully, I can manage everything better next time...

buku-buku...

buku2 hasil hunting pas gramed gading diskon 30%....yummy!!!
gak tau kapan kebaca semuanya...
lagi ada kerjaan lebih penting...:P *sigh*

I did it...

How do you feel after you did something big?? something that needs ur adrenalin and fear to be conquered? It's more than a normal challenge...u have to do things beyond ur border limit....
I did it yesterday...

6 years ago, I did not have a courage to cross my border...BUT something that Mr Gopi told me that time..it never leaves my mind..."If I can cross my border limit means I can conquer anything...I can meet any challenges"

Yesterday, I had decided that I would do all my challenges...no matter what it is...so I did it!!!
First, the flying fox...It sounds easy when it's going down...actually the biggest challenge is when you climbing the bamboo steps...I slipped on some steps and scratched my thigh and leg BUT it did not make me stop....I had to finish it....and I did...
Second, the jumping and hitting the ball....again and again I have to climb those bamboo steps...and when I reached up...I was alone..and I needed to jumped down...it was scary actually...BUT I did not want my fear to stop me finishing my task....then with all my courage....I jumped and hit the ball.....I did it again..(guess now I know the feeling of flying like Edward Cullen...hahahahhahaha)

Well, although now my body is aching BUT it's worth with my flying...

Enjoy aja...

Jujur aja aku tidak membutuhkan tantangan yg mengocok adrenalin...
Tapi karena kata WAJIB diturunkan..mau ga mau harus ikut
Rasanya konyol jika karena memboikot hal kecil, masalah yang lebih besar akan terjadi...
Jadi dengan berat hati kurelakan hari istirahatku utk acara ini...
Mungkin sudah saatnya aku"menantang" diriku sendiri....mengalahkan segala rasa yang bergejolak dalam diriku...

Atu tak pernah lupa...beberapa tahun yang lalu seorang 'motivator' mangatakan ini:
"Jika kamu dapat melakukan tantangan ini dengan mengalahkan segala ketakutan yang ada, maka tantangan apapun pasti dengan mudah dapat kamu lewati"

Yah mungkin inilah saatnya...
Jadi...apapun tantangannya...ENJOY AJA!!!

Don't Give UP

There are so many things I have to do
There are so many thoughts in my mind
I wish I could pass them all
BUT it never will...

I will do my best...
to be the best I can do
facing all the challenges
reaching all the dreams

Keep on fighting till the end
I will never ever let it down
Because I believe in myself
and I believe in HIM

I can do it...
I will not give up...

FIGHTING!

I'm back

wah...rekor neeh...
2 taon lebih blog-kyu ini tak tersentuh...
hahahahaahhahaaha...terlalu asiik ngisi notes di facebook en choconet...
ya sutralah...akyu akan rajin ngisi2 lagi deh....:P
soon tapinya ya...
so little time....too many things to do lah...:P

hi there

ud lama ga ngeblog disini....
jd iseng....
scr blog fs lg ga bs....hehehehehe

Casino Royale

another James Bond movie....where James has his own character...more MACHO n rougher than d previous Bond...

well kinda a good movie to watch...no regret of watching it...!!!!

Wish List

Wish List....

not for x-mas list...it's just something I really want...

1. Finish my DEAKIN asap!!!

2. WATCH WANG LEE HOM CONCERT LIVE>>

3. Buy DVD HEROES OF D EARTH CONCERT>>

4. Travelling again....

It's Nothing...

It's nothing...just dropped by try to write sth...

These days....I'm pretty tired...dunno y??? but I guess I have to concentrate to two things...my teaching and my studying...to tell the truth...I hate to do these both @ the same time...'cos I felt I did not put my maximum on both....

So many times I had to leave my job n my responsibilities in the classroom in order to do the study....where on d other side...after the study I still did not get anything...pretty bad actually....but I have to do it...

Thank God, I have a partner who can understand my condition...however, I felt REALLY bad to leave her alone....

Well...I dunno until when I have to study...and I have to do this....but I need to learn to be more effective in dividing my time......

>>Jia You!!!<<