Aku kangen kamu

Aku sendiri..
belakangan ini kita jaran sms2an lagi
ketemu online pun jarang...
padahal kamu udah deket banget..
tapi kok malah jadi jauh...

apa kabarmu?
bagaimana pekerjaanmu?
menyenangkankah?
kapan kita jalan lagi?
kok kamu diem aja sich?

Aku bingung...
kok aku jadi begini...
aku seakan tak peduli lagi kamu ada atauoun tidak
secepat itukah rasa itu menguap...
secepat itukah aku melupakan rasa itu...

Aku tak tahu apa yang kurasa lagi...
Mungkin...aku kangen kamu...sedikit!!!

Circle of Friends

I am in the middle of one good thing called FRIENDSHIP...
It is really a blessed to be in this place...
I did not say that these people were never have a conflict...
but...the true FRIENDSHIP always happens when we are together...

Maybe this is one good thing of this place
It has a strong circle of friends...
Where else can you see a situation like this..

One of our friends who has moved to other city is admitted in the hospital Jakarta...
Today we went there to visit her...
There were 20 of us in that room...to give support...to share laughter...to entertain and to make her stronger..

It was a nice view that this circle of friendship will never end...no matter where you are...we are always friends...
It was something that rarely happened in other places...
And I'm glad...I'm part of it...

The feelings

recently...I'm in the middle of the hectic period...on one hand I have to submit my assignment...on the other hand I have to deal with my responsibility as a teacher...
Well...it's all part of my job but sometimes when it comes at the same time...I just wish I could run away....

However, I realized that...this is the time to test the personal management skill..so far I think I'm still in the level of progressing....hahahahahaha

Hopefully, I can manage everything better next time...

buku-buku...

buku2 hasil hunting pas gramed gading diskon 30%....yummy!!!
gak tau kapan kebaca semuanya...
lagi ada kerjaan lebih penting...:P *sigh*

I did it...

How do you feel after you did something big?? something that needs ur adrenalin and fear to be conquered? It's more than a normal challenge...u have to do things beyond ur border limit....
I did it yesterday...

6 years ago, I did not have a courage to cross my border...BUT something that Mr Gopi told me that time..it never leaves my mind..."If I can cross my border limit means I can conquer anything...I can meet any challenges"

Yesterday, I had decided that I would do all my challenges...no matter what it is...so I did it!!!
First, the flying fox...It sounds easy when it's going down...actually the biggest challenge is when you climbing the bamboo steps...I slipped on some steps and scratched my thigh and leg BUT it did not make me stop....I had to finish it....and I did...
Second, the jumping and hitting the ball....again and again I have to climb those bamboo steps...and when I reached up...I was alone..and I needed to jumped down...it was scary actually...BUT I did not want my fear to stop me finishing my task....then with all my courage....I jumped and hit the ball.....I did it again..(guess now I know the feeling of flying like Edward Cullen...hahahahhahaha)

Well, although now my body is aching BUT it's worth with my flying...

Enjoy aja...

Jujur aja aku tidak membutuhkan tantangan yg mengocok adrenalin...
Tapi karena kata WAJIB diturunkan..mau ga mau harus ikut
Rasanya konyol jika karena memboikot hal kecil, masalah yang lebih besar akan terjadi...
Jadi dengan berat hati kurelakan hari istirahatku utk acara ini...
Mungkin sudah saatnya aku"menantang" diriku sendiri....mengalahkan segala rasa yang bergejolak dalam diriku...

Atu tak pernah lupa...beberapa tahun yang lalu seorang 'motivator' mangatakan ini:
"Jika kamu dapat melakukan tantangan ini dengan mengalahkan segala ketakutan yang ada, maka tantangan apapun pasti dengan mudah dapat kamu lewati"

Yah mungkin inilah saatnya...
Jadi...apapun tantangannya...ENJOY AJA!!!

Don't Give UP

There are so many things I have to do
There are so many thoughts in my mind
I wish I could pass them all
BUT it never will...

I will do my best...
to be the best I can do
facing all the challenges
reaching all the dreams

Keep on fighting till the end
I will never ever let it down
Because I believe in myself
and I believe in HIM

I can do it...
I will not give up...

FIGHTING!

I'm back

wah...rekor neeh...
2 taon lebih blog-kyu ini tak tersentuh...
hahahahaahhahaaha...terlalu asiik ngisi notes di facebook en choconet...
ya sutralah...akyu akan rajin ngisi2 lagi deh....:P
soon tapinya ya...
so little time....too many things to do lah...:P

hi there

ud lama ga ngeblog disini....
jd iseng....
scr blog fs lg ga bs....hehehehehe

Casino Royale

another James Bond movie....where James has his own character...more MACHO n rougher than d previous Bond...

well kinda a good movie to watch...no regret of watching it...!!!!

Wish List

Wish List....

not for x-mas list...it's just something I really want...

1. Finish my DEAKIN asap!!!

2. WATCH WANG LEE HOM CONCERT LIVE>>

3. Buy DVD HEROES OF D EARTH CONCERT>>

4. Travelling again....

It's Nothing...

It's nothing...just dropped by try to write sth...

These days....I'm pretty tired...dunno y??? but I guess I have to concentrate to two things...my teaching and my studying...to tell the truth...I hate to do these both @ the same time...'cos I felt I did not put my maximum on both....

So many times I had to leave my job n my responsibilities in the classroom in order to do the study....where on d other side...after the study I still did not get anything...pretty bad actually....but I have to do it...

Thank God, I have a partner who can understand my condition...however, I felt REALLY bad to leave her alone....

Well...I dunno until when I have to study...and I have to do this....but I need to learn to be more effective in dividing my time......

>>Jia You!!!<<

If someone love U...

1. Orang yang mencintai kamu tdkpernah bisamemberikan alasan kenapa ia mencintai kamu.yang ia tahu di matanya hanya ada kamusatu2nya.

2.Kalau kamu sudah memiliki pacar ataukekasihia tidak perduli, buat dia yang penting kamubahagia dan kamu tetap impiannya.

3.Orang yang mencintai kamu selalu menerimakamu apa adanya, dimatanya kamu selalu yangtercantik walaupun mungkin kamu merasa beratbadan kamu sudah berlebihan atau kamumerasakegemukan :P.

4.Orang yang mencintai kamu selalu ingin tahutentang apa saja yang kamu lalui sepanjang hariini, ia ingin tahu kegiatan kamu.

5.Orang yang mencintai kamu akanmengirimkansms seperti "selalmat pagi", "slmt hariminggu", "selamat tidur" walaupun kamu tidakmembalas pesannya.

6.Kalau kamu berulang tahun dan kamu tidakmengundangnya setidaknya ia akan menelponutkmengucapkan selamat atau mengirim pesan.

7.Orang yang mencintai kamu akan selalumengingat setiap kejadian yang ia lalui bersamakamu, bahkan mungkin kejadian yang kamusendiri sudah lupa setiap detailnya karena,saat ituialah sesuatu yang berharga untuknya.

8.Orang yang mencintai kamu selalu mengingattiap kata2 yang kamu ucapkan bahkan mungkinkata2 yang kamu sendiri lupa pernahmengatakannya.

9.Orang yang mencintai kamu akan belajarmenyukai lagu-lagu kesukaanmu, bahkanmungkinmeminjam CD/cassette kamu, karena ia ingintahukesukaanmu, kesukaanmu kesukaannya juga.

10.Kalau terakhir kali kalian bertemu kamusedangsakit mungkin flu, terkilir, atau sakit gigi,beberapahari kemudian ia akan mengirim sms danmenanyakan keadaanmu. karena iamengkhawatirkanmu.

11.Kalau kamu bilang akan menghadapi ujian iaakan menanyakan kapan ujian itu, dan saatharinya tiba ia akan mengirimkan sms "goodluck "untuk menyemangati kamu.

12.Orang yang mencintai kamu akanmemberikansuatu barang miliknya yang mungkin buat kamuitu ialah sesuatu yang biasa , tetapi itu ialahsuatubarang yang istimewa buat dia.

13.Orang yang mencintai kamu akan terdiamsesaat,saat sedang berbicara ditelpon dengankamu,sehingga kamu menjadi bingung, saat itudiamerasa sangat gugup karena kamu telahmengguncang dunianya.

14.Orang yang mencintai kamu selalu inginberadadi dekatmu dan ingin menghabiskan hari2nyadenganmu.

15.Jika suatu saat kamu harus pindah ke kotalainuntuk waktu yang lain ia akan memberikannasihatsupaya kamu waspada dengan lingkungan yangbisa membawa pengaruh buruk bagimu.

16.Orang yang mencintai kamu bertindak lebihseperti saudara daripada seperti seorangkekasih.

17.Orang yang mencintai kamu seringmelakukanhal-hal yang konyol seperti menelponmu 100kalidalam sehari, atau membangunkanmu ditengahmalam, karena ia mengirim sms ataumenelponmu.karena ia saat itu ia sedangmemikirkan kamu.

18.Orang yang mencintai kamu kadangmerindukanmu dan melakukan hal2 ygmembuat kamu jengkel atau gila, saat kamubilang tindakannya membuatmu terganggu ia akan minta maaf dan tak akan melakukannya lagi.

19.Jika kamu memintanya untuk mengajarimusesuatu maka ia akan mengajarimu dgn sabarwalaupun kamu mungkin orang yang terbodoh didunia!

20.Kalau kamu melihat handphone-nya makanamamu akan menghiasi sebagianbesar "INBOX"nya.Ya ia masih menyimpanpesandari kamu walaupun pesan itu sudah kamu kirimsejak berbulan2x bahkan bertahun2x yang
lalu.

21.Dan jika kamu menghindarinya atau memberireaksi penolakan, ia akan menyadarinya danmenghilang dari kehidupanmu, walaupun hal itumembunuh hatinya.

22.Jika suatu saat kamu merindukannya daninginmemberinya kesempatan ia akan ada di sanamenunggumu karena ia tak pernah mencari orang lain.

Ya... ia selalu menunggumu.

>>cowo, xie xie ni for the CD!!! I thought u won't get dat CD!!! Wang Lee Hom: Love Rival Beethoven<<

CSI--Las Vegas CSI: Miami

CSI:NY

Three CSI series that thrilled me more than I could ever think of.

These series are amazing. They have nice stories with all the dillemas and difficult decision. Sometimes they can make you laugh or even close your eyes...but these series are really good.

I like it so much...they way they solve the crime by proscessing the evidence....

Hv u watched this???

++PERHAPS LOVE++

Nice Musical Movie

Nice Story

Handsome Actors

It's a crap!!!

Ud lama ga corat coret...jadi iseeng aja d!!!
Ud back in habit lagee neeh....rasanya excited but a bit LAZY also....masih pengen TIDUUURRRR!!!!

huhuuhuu...msh pgn ntn CSI lagee neeh....kan koleksi smkn lengkap....:D
ceritanya bagus...scientific...seru...kadang2 luchu juga....kadang2 bikin tegang...yg maennya kereen2....!!!

yg lagee dicari2 DVD-nya Ally McBeal season 1-5.....kudu harus punya tuch...guest stars-nya kereeeeen2....:D

lagee pgn ntn Pirates of d Carribean neeh...tp kok tuch org gak sms2 ya...kan dia yg kudu nemenin gue ntn....:D heheheheheehehehee

huh...capenya hari ini...naek turun...nyebarang2 bolak balik....pasang display....cape...cape...cape...tp asiik juga....ktm ma temen2 lageee......bertukar cerita....!!!!!

ud d...it's a crap..

i'm tired....

Da Vinci Code

just watch it for fun...BUT don't let it lose ur faith....

KEEP the FAITH!!!

I love d book cos it's so interesting...

I enjoy it as a matter of FUN....

D movie is SO SO...

but it's just fun to watch it...:D

If I Were You
Hoobastank

You seem to find the dark when everything is bright

you look for all thats wrong instead of all thats right

does it feel good to you to rain on my parade

you never say a word unless its to complain

its driving me insane

if i were you

holding the world right in my hands

the first thing i'd do is thank the stars

for all that i have

if i were you

look what surrounds you now

more than you ever dreamed

have you forgotten just how hard it used to be

so whats it going to take for you

to realize it all could go away in one blink of an eye

it happens all the time

if i were you

holding the world right in my hands

the first thing i’d do is thank the stars above

tell the world i love that i do

if i were you

so whats it going to take for you

to realize it all could go away in one blink of an eye

it happens all the time

if i were you

holding the world right in my hands

the first thing i’d do is thank the stars above

for the world i love

take a breath and enjoy the view live

the life that i’ve wanted to

if i were you