2005....

Was 2005 a good year for you

yes....

What was your favorite moment of the year

wkt ke Singapore with my bro n dad...en ktm my best friends there...

sama pas dpt news klo "I was fired"...:P

What was your least favorite moment of the year

When I was BORED n DOWN with my daily life...in the mid of this year!!!

Where were you when 2005 began

JAKARTA....in my ROOM exactly....

Who were you with

family........esp my bro

Where will you be when 2005 ends

dunno yet....

Who will you be with when 2005 ends.

family...or friends....

Do you have a new years resolution for 2006

of course...gain experience as many as possible.....sekolah lagi....be happy......

Did you fall in love in 2005

i think so...

If yes, with who

my friend's colleague

Did you breakup with anyone in 2005

no

Did you make any new friends in 2005

YESS......

What was your favorite month of 2005

JUNE to AUGUST

Did you lose anybody close to you in 2005

i don't think so...

Did you miss anybody in the past year

of course....loads.....

What was your favorite movie that you saw in 2005

hmm....dunno yet...still got 3 weeks to catch up d latest movie....

Did you treat anyone badly in 2005

one of my ex colleague.....she's so terrible!!!!

Did somebody treat you badly in 2005

I dun think so....:P hehehheheeee

HaRi InI....

"I would like to inform you that you application for the scholarship was not successful...."

gw boong klo gw bilang gw gak kecewa...gw gak sedih...yep IT HURTS...!! gw cuman bs diem sesaat pas gw bc sms dari bokap...klo gw dpt surat dari ADS en gw gak lolos...
beberapa detik kemudian...gw berusaha kembali seperti semula...biasa aja as if NOTHING happens....

IT'S OK!!!

He has prepared me something else...Graduate Certificate from Deakin Univ. is in front of me...
mgkn ini jalannya bhw gw hrs konsen ma kerjaan gue yg baru en ma study gue yg ini dulu...en nyoba lagi taon dpn.....7 bulan lg KOK...:D
I WON'T GIVE UP!!!!!!!

gue harus berlari mengejar cita-cita gue....

A place that I called My 2nd HOME....

K.L is my 2nd Home....

2 years wasn't a short time to live in other country....I love that city that country so much....
It's just so funny....cos' when I was there I always wanted to go home for holidays..but after I returned home for good....I miss that place so much....and I wish I could go back there soon....just simply to smell the air of KL...and meet the wonderful people....and of course the BEST place to HANG OUT....:D

HARRY POTTER and THE GOBLET of FIRE

The best HARRY movie.....:D I love it...!!

I oFfEr My LiFe

(Verse 1)
All that I am, all that I have
I lay them down before you, oh Lord
All my regrets, all my acclaims
The joy and the pain, I'm making them yours

(Chorus)
Lord, I offer my life to you
Everything I've been through
Use it for your glory
Lord I offer my days to you
Lifting my praise to you
As a pleasing sacrifice
Lord I offer you my life

(Verse 2)
Things in the past, things yet unseen
Wishes and dreams that are yet to come true
All of my heart, all of my praise
My heart and my hands are lifted to you

(Chorus)
Lord, I offer my life to you
Everything I've been through
Use it for your glory
Lord I offer my days to you
Lifting my praise to you
As a pleasing sacrifice
Lord I offer you my life

(Bridge)
What can we give
That you have not given?
And what do we have
That is not already yours?
All we possess
Are these lives we're living
That's what we give to you, Lord

(Chorus)
Lord, I offer my life to you
Everything I've been through
Use it for your glory
Lord I offer my days to you
Lifting my praise to you
As a pleasing sacrifice
Lord I offer you my life

(Chorus)
Lord, I offer my life to you
Everything I've been through
Use it for your glory
Lord I offer my days to you
Lifting my praise to you
As a pleasing sacrifice
Lord I offer you my life
Lord I offer you my life

A piece of THOUGHTS

Seniman Gila (SG) : "Jadi apa pekerjaan kamu?"

Joni (J) : "Saya pengantar roll film."

SG : "Dan kamu nganggap pekerjaan pengantar film itu sebagai karir?"

J : "Kenapa gak?"

SG : "Woah...kamu itu sebetulnya pinter, keliatannya..tapi kenapa kamu jadi..under achiever..kamu bisa dapat pekerjaan yang lebih bagus...kalo kamu mau."

J : "Memangnya kriteria anda tentang pekerjaan yang lebih baik itu apa? Yang lebih banyak duitnya?"

SG : "Benerkan?"

J : "Man, What the HELL!!!!! elo ngecewain gue. Buat seorang seniman..pikiran elo terlalu dangkal."

SG : "Jelaskan!"

J : "Pekerjaan yang paling baik adalah pekerjaan dimana elo bisa nikmatin pekerjaan itu!"

(taken from "JANJI JONI"...scene dimana Joni berusaha ambil tas yg berisi roll film dari ADAM SUBANDI si SENIMAN GILA)

this scene really touched my heart...it shows how dedicated this guy with his job and how much he loves his job cos' he enjoys doing it not because of the money...:)

Will loads of money make u happy if everyday u are suffering with ur work???

Is it worthed???

just something to think about....:)

It's so AMAZING.....

There's nothing I can say...only PRAISE to the LORD...and THANKS for HIS Blessing.....cos He's so GREAT.....:)

It's been 3 weeks since I sent that application letter...I almost give up....BUT as I surrender all to God....I got the answer this afternoon....I GOT A CALL FOR A JOB INTERVIEW....
I'm so amazed....all I can say is THANK YOU,Jesus!!!!! the best part I got the news on my MOM'S BDAY...!!

God, I surrender everything to U!!! LOVE U more than I can say....!!!
Friends, wish me luck...hope I'll get this job n I'm happy with it.....:)

Trin, JIA YOU.....GBU.....

Missing You

It's been more than one month since I left wonderful place....I'm HAPPY with my new life back here near my family and freinds..BUT of course I cannot forget d amazing people who had fullfil my life with joy and laughter for the last two years.....
I MISS them so much.....

Ha Rim (Humpty Dumpty!!! r u still a class monitor???? miss to HUG U!!!)....Hee Seo (miss to play with u...and messy ur hair)....Hee June (Do I hv to make u cry again??? I bet u're a good boy now)....L'onielle, Elya, Satsarini, Eun Cho, Eun Bin (miss ur HUGS, girls), ex PCA kids (how r u all??? R u happy in mainstream??? Can cope with the lessons??? miss ur naughtiness...)...ex G-4 gals: Hazel and friends (miss ur morning greetings during assembly).....ex g-3 gals: Felisita n Fella (miss u...Tante, I miss u l'il sis SARAH!!) Picha, Nuttasin (miss to punch u!!), Tuan Anh (belanja me again?)...Young Jin (miss to c ur cute face!)...Seung Gi (miss ur smile always!!!!)....Etara (3 point shoot???)....ex g-7 gals: illisa, pae yee, sereene, tina....(miss to talk to u and play w/ u).....ex g-8 gals: Ji eun, neris, and win chi (miss to talk to u gals)....Chang Lu (miss ur company,girl!! Be gud w/ Sean)....my sistas: Maria, Doet2, NAtalia (miss u all to the limit!!! Nat, STUDY WELL!!!!)....my HOUSEMATES: ICCA, Hye Lim, Ony, Jane....(miss swiming w/u nad hving dinner together!)....Anna, Alice, Kelly (movie anyone???)....Nick (miss u r Hug!!) Nafis(miss ur hi Five n What's up?)
Dee (miss to hug u, chit chat and ur cook!)....Jo, Chan, Ee Lyne, Oon (miss u LOADS)....Cat, Renu, Kavi (miss to talk to u!!!)...Surin (miss to tickle u la!!)...Mrs Sri-my MOMMY (I miss U so MUCH)....Joshua (My big BRO...miss to talk, to punch and to play with u)...Phil (my l'il bro...any gu movies to c?)KLCC:TGV, Starbucks, BK, Secret Recipe, Kinokuniya, Tower Records, Sister Poppiah, Cammelon, vincci, Genki and Nippon Tei....BTS: (GSC,Johnny's, Hang Ten, Borders, photo box)...Sungei Wang: DVD shop, Super Noodle House...Lot 10, Petaling St:Air mata kucing, Cd Corner, Ban Mee.....Mid Valley: MPH

I miss them and those place....BUT Life must GO ON!!!!

DEALOVA

well...finally hari ini gue ntn "DEALOVA" juga....!!!!
It's Good...the casts are OK...they can act quite well...Evan n Ben are Cute....Jessisca is also charming...:)
BUT....in some part the scene is too fast...difficult to understand for people who never read the BOOK.....
The SOUNDTRACKS give this movie some different feeling......:)
Overall...I'm quite satisfied cos I can watch it..FINALLY!!!!

Dealova - Once (OST Dealova)

aku ingin menjadi mimpi indah dalam tidurmu

aku ingin menjadi sesuatu yg mungkin bisa kau rindu

karena langkah merapuh tanpa dirimu

oh karena hati tlah letih

aku ingin menjadi sesuatu yg selalu bisa kau sentuh

aku ingin kau tahu bahwa ku selalu memujamu

tanpamu sepinya waktu merantai hati

oh bayangmu seakan

reff: kau seperti nyanyian dalam hatiku

yg memanggil rinduku padamu

seperti udara yg kuhela kau selalu ada
hanya dirimu yg bisa membuatku tenang

tanpa dirimu aku merasa hilang dan sepi, dan sepi

repeat reff [2x]

selalu ada, kau selalu ada
selalu ada, kau selalu ada

A Quote...

Soe Hok Gie:

" hidup adalah soal KEBERANIAN menghadapi yang tanda tanya, tanpa kita mengerti, tanpa kita bisa menawar, terimalah dan hadapilah"

Dari Hati

Club Eighties

andai engkau tahu

bila menjadi aku

sejuta rasa di hati

lama tlah ku pendam

tapi akan kucoba mengatakan

reff: ku ingin kau menjadi milikku

entah bagaimana caranya

lihatlah mataku untuk memintamu

ku ingin jalani bersamamu

coba dengan sepenuh hati

kuingin jujur apa adanya dari hati

kini yg kau tahu aku menginginkanmu

tapi takkan ku paksakandan

ku pastikan kau belahan hati bila milikku

repeat reff

menarilah bersamaku dengan bintang-bintang

sambutlah diriku untuk memelukmu

repeat reff

JIA YOU.....

Suddenly I'm JOBLESS!!!!
itu yg terjadi ma gue tgl 18 Agustus 2005 kemaren....suatu kejadian yg sangat luchu buat gue...karena gue mendapat kabar itu di dlm bajaj dalam perjalanan menuju rumah BEST FRIEND gue.....!!!
Luchu-nya perasaan gue saat itu BIASA aja....GAK SEDIH....tp SENENG iya...!!! It's weird!!!
"Ini kabar BAIK apa BURUK?"(my friend asked me)....hmmm...gue bingung juga jawabnya....:)
Honestly, gue merasa klo kejadian ini adalah jawaban dari DOA gue...karena honestly...gue memang ingin PULANG...

Kemaren ini gue menyelesaikan semua-nya yg memang seharusnya gue selesaikan....!!!
It's really hard for me To SAY GOOD BYE...to all my friends and students...!!! We've been through bad and good times together....but....LIFE MUST GO ON!!!!

gue percaya bahwa kejadian ini adalah yg terbaik buat gue...suatu jalan yg Tuhan udah bukakan buat hidup gue...buat masa depan gue....!!

Yg harus gue lakuin sekarang adalah...BERJALAN KE DEPAN....MENGEJAR SEMUA MIMPI....dan BERUSAHALAH--TETAP BERSEMANGAT....JIA YOU!!!!

GOOD BYE,KL.....GOOD BYE, FIS.....GOOD MY FRIENDS....GOOD BYE STUDENTS!!!! You are the best thing that happened to me....I won't forget every single seconds.....THANK YOU!!!!

FINALLY...

Finally...gue ud ntn semua MUST SEE MOVIES gue...

Komentar gue ttg film2 itu...

1. GIE
buat gue emank rada berat en boring...tp plg gak gue mengenal GIE n mendapat pengetahuan ttg apa yg terjadi saat itu...:)
en OST-nya emank mendukung bgt....
Acting-nya NICO...not bad...

2. VINA BILANG CINTA
film ringan...gue ntn krn ada KOKO DELON gue....
Satu komentar gue...dia NDUT n GANTENG....:)
Acting-nya si KOKO DELON...not bad....apalagi yg pas adegan dia lagi adu mulut....wah bener2 menghayati bgt d...:) (kok jd mirip ky ARI WIBOWO seeh!!!)
OST-nya keerrreeen doonk...MANTAP!!! hahahhhhaa:)

3. FULL HOUSE
I just love this series so much....:) RAIN-nya luchu en so sweet...
en "Ming Hyuk"-nya kerren...klo lg gimana ada ky GBT gue seeh...:)
HAHHHAHAHHAH

A piece of thought....

Jika sebuah message dari seseorg dpt membuat hariku menjadi indah....kenapa aku tidak melakukannya??

Kutulis sebuah message pendek dgn kata2 yg standard....tp di balik semuanya itu aku berharap message itu akan membuat harinya menjadi indah....:)

To: "someone" whose messages always brightened up my days....

I hope this message could brighten up your days!!
Happy Working...
Gbu....

INDONESIAN IDOL 2

INDONESIAN IDOL 2...
di Grand Final kalee ini...MEN's Rules...karena dua2 finalisnya cowo....!!!
Comment gue.... SERU....soalnya dua2nya emank berkualitas....:)
Ngeliat Grand Final kalee ini ky ngeliat Grand Final-nya American Idol...Ruben VS Clay....
Kira2 sapa ya yg bakal jadi Indo Idol yg baru....MIKE or JUDIKA....??
Satu yg bkn gue gak bakal lupa liat JUDIKA nyanyi ROCKER JUGA MANUSIA....lebih kereen dari SERIUS (yg aslinya)
En...pas mereka nyanyi "SEMUA UNTUK CINTA"....two thumbs up for both....KERREEEEN ABISSS!!!!
Well...kita liat aja weekend ini who's going to be the next Indo Idol...???:)

The SOUNDTRACK

I'm Home....It's so NICE!!!!
So far blm ngapa2in bgt seeh....cuman hari ini gue ke mall bentar td ma nyokap....niatnya mo NOMAT "GIE" ma nyokap....tp ada acara mlm ini...jadinya bsk d....
JAdinya gue beli komik2 gue en TUNANGAN (CHICK LIT)...en gue beli OST-nya VINA BILANG CINTA...ud gak sabar denger suaranya koko-ku itu....:P Filmnya gue tonton minggu ini itu pastinya....:P

DUNIA TANPA LAGU

Oh kasih dengar aku hanya ada satu cinta

Buka saja relun di hatimu

Untuk aku yang menginginkanmu

Andaikan saja engkau mengerti

Sungguh berarti dirimu

Hidup ini tanpa cintamu

Bagai dunia tanpa lagu

Jangan pernah samakan diriku

Dengan cintamu yang telah lalu

By:DELON

OST-VINA BILANG CINTA

MUST SEE MOVIES

Two movies that I MUST watch as soon as I arrive home...:)

Can't wait to see Delon and Nico on ACTION!!!! :)
I can't miss these movies....:)

UNGU VIOLET

"BEGITU SEMPITNYA WAKTU BEGITU BESARNYA CINTA"

Menanti Sebuah Jawaban

Aku tak bisa luluhkan hatimu

Dan aku tak bisa menyentuh cintamu...

Seiiring jejak kakiku bergetar

Aku telah terpagut oleh cintamu

Menelusup hariku dengan harapan

(Namun kau masih) terdiam membisu

Reff.Sepenuhnya aku ingin memelukmu

Mendekap penuh harapan

Tuk mencintaimu

Setulusnya aku akan terus menunggu

Menanti sebuah jawaban

Tuk memilikimu

Betapa pilunya rindu menusuk jiwaku

Semoga kau tau isi hatiku

Dan seiring waktu yang terus berputar

Aku masih terhanyut dalam mimpiku

Aku tak bisa luluhkan hatimu

Dan aku tak bisa menyentuh cintamu...

by: PADI

Akhirnya gue ntn juga neeh film.....!!!

Gimana ya??? NOT BAD....itu yg gue bilang...

soalnya ending nya gak ketebak....soalnya tebakan gue salah....hahahahahahahahahahaha:)

Dian-nya OK...tp masih kerenan wkt dia di AADC....

Rizky-nya OK...buat seorg pendatang baru yg katanya difoto aja jarang....patut diacungin jempol lah....soalnya actingnya gak keliatan kaku....klo yg ud ntn behind d scene-nya pasti tau doonk gmn perjuangannya dia.....biar bs jadi ky apa yg keliatan di filmnya....en kynya Dian emank berperan bgt buat nge-bawa neeh cowo sampe jadi ky begitu....

Hmm...pokoknya buat hiburan neeh film boleh lah....:)

I enjoyed watching it....!!!

Plus OST-nya yg kereen bgt!!! :)

M.I.?????????????????

I just wish I could know u better.........:)

SARANGHE....ASHITERU.....WO AI NI.....MAHAL KITA.....TI AMO....

Je't aime......TE AMO......ICH LIEBE DICH......

"YOU RAISE ME UP"

When I am down and, oh my soul, so weary;
When troubles come and my heart burdened be;
Then, I am still and wait here in the silence,
Until you come and sit awhile with me.
You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains;
You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas;
I am strong, when I am on your shoulders;
You raise me up: To more than I can be.

I was in my lowest point last 2 days....

I felt so bored with my daily activities....n felt so LONELY.....

Dunno what to do....dunno what I felt also.....

I broke down into tears....:)

One thing that I can say...I'M LUCKY!!!

I have a wise dad...who can understand me so well....who can give me some advises to "raise me up"....

n of course...I heve my JESUS CHRIST who always there for me to be my shoulder to cry on....:)

It's so amazing...They really "raise me up".......:)

so THANK GOD....I have my wonderful dad...n my JESUS....:)