Merindukanmu....

Ingin rasanya aku sms kamu...
cuman bilang "Aku Kangen Kamu"
tapi kok kayanya ga etis aja...
pdhl aku tau..kau hanya merindukan dia yg disana..

aku kangen kamu
ingin ketemu kamu
ingin 'talking nonsense' lagi sama kamu...
kamu deket tapi kamu jauh....

aku kangen kamu!!!

Not so good day!!!

Yeah..harusnya 3 hari ini menyenangkan...karena akan ada so called short break...tapi hari ini bener2 not so good day to me.....:(
Ada aja yg bikin gue bener2 kesel...seharusnya sich gue ga usah sekesel itu...tapi kok sikapnya akhir2 ini...tidak menunjukkan sebuah kewibawaan yang seharusnya sebagai seorang pimpinan...
gue org yg easy go happy lucky...ga pernah ambil pusiink....tp sikapnya hari ini benar2 menjengkelkan...dan dimana penolakan gue ga dianggep juga ma org yg plg gue andalkan selama ini.....iiiihhhKESELLLLLLLLL!!!! terserah aja deh...tp tetep KESEELLLLL bgt...ditambah lagi..inet down jadi tidak bs langsung mengeluarkan uneg2...jadinya eneg deh gue...:P

pulang sekolah...pengen cepet2 pulang karena ingin menikmati kesendirian di rumah....tp apa daya begt mo buka pintu kayu...the lock is stuck....damn...I hv to hang outside waiting 4 somebody to break the door....!!!! mayan 1,5 hr aja nongkrong di teras.....IIIHHHHH!!!! really2 not so good day!!!

yah...mungkin ini krn td pagi gue lupa menyapa my JC ya...tapi ambil aja hikmahnya...naratif udah beresss.....hahahahahahahahahhaa:)
students reflection juga uda beres.....:)
yah....see the (+) although everything around u is (-).....:))
Thanks God!!!!

Be (+)

learning to be (+)
sometimes the (-) is easier to be thought...
BUT I have to be able to be (+)
that everything happens in life has its own reason...
yeah...be (+) svp!!! :))

Terdiam

Aku terdiam...
berusaha menangkap suara2 disekitarku...
tapi kok malah bikin pusing...
berusaha tidak peduli...
berusaha menjalankan yang semestinya

Aku terdiam...
berharap semuanya akan baik baik saja pada akhirnya...
tanpa ada yang merasa dirugikan
tanpa ada yang merasa kalah...

Aku terdiam...
menunggu adanya kedamaian disetiap hati orang...
tidak ada kebencian
yang ada hanyalah cinta...
cinta yang layak untuk dibagikan...

Ahh, Tuhan....biarkanlah semuanya terasa damai...
dan semuanya baik baik saja...:)

"catatan kecil tentang dia"

kulihat buku ini beberapa waktu lalu...pas lagi book hunting....
catatan kecil dibelakangnya membuatku ingin membeli buku ini....
buku yang unik...karena isinya adalah kumpulan cerita pendek dari para peserta lomba mengarang cerita tentang GURU...

aku tidak langsung membeli buku ini...baru beberapa minggu yg lalu aku membelinya...
tadi malam kuselesaikan sudah...
luchu, mengharukan, biasa saja, ga jelas....dan macam2 lah komentarku tentang setiap cerita....:)

Aku pun mulai kembali bernostalgia pada masa2 sekolahku dulu...mencoba mengingat satu persatu pahlawan2ku yang ikut andil dalm membentukku seperti sekarang ini....

Aku sekarang pun adalah seorang GURU....aku jadi membayangkan...jika anak2ku yg selama ini telah kuajar...apakah yang akan mereka tulis tentang diriku???

Why are we still friends?-98 degrees

Verse One:
We do almost everything
That lovers do
And that why's it's hard
Just to be friends with you
And everytime your heart is broken
By the fool I want you to know
That it hurts me too
It's hard to wipe your tears away
Knowing you should be with me, tell me

Chorus:
Why, why are we still friends
When everything says
We should be more than what we are
And tell me why
Everytime I find someone that I like
We always end up being just friends

Verse 2:

I would hate for you to find somebody new
Who you really love
Cause it could mean losing you
But am I a fool girl not to say
If I'm always scared I'll lose you anyway
Somehow someway I've got to choose
Got to choose no matter if it's win or lose

(repeat chorus)

Bridge:

I don't want to be like your brother
I don't want to be your best friend
I only want to be your lover
When will this end?
If I told you that I want to be in your life?
If you could be the woman in mine

My last battle begins

After 4 years, finally my last semester of studying is coming...
This is my LAST BATTLE then I will get my Master Degree...
*sigh*...I know it is not easy....from semester to semester I have dealt with this kind of situation...
Hopefully, this last BATTLE will end well...
I got a good subject with a good LECTURER....
I have to put my best effort for this last BATTLE....
I do not want to fail the lecturer, my amazing mentor, my friends, my parents and of course myself...
Yes!!! I'll fight for it!!!!!
Fighting.....

BrokenHearted Girl-Beyonce

You're everything I thought you never were
And nothing like I thought you could have been
But still, you live inside of me, so tell me how is that?
You're the only one I wish I could forget
The only one I love to not forgive
And though you break my heart, you're the only one
And though there are times when I hate you
'Cause I can't erase
The times that you hurt me and put tears on my face
And even now, while I hate you, it pains me to say
I know I'll be there at the end of the day

I don't wanna be without you, babe
I don't want a broken heart
Don't wanna take a breath without you, babe
I don't wanna play that part
I know that I love you, but let me just say
I don't wanna love you in no kind of way, no no
I don't want a broken heart
I don't wanna play the broken-hearted girl
No, no, no broken-hearted girl

There's something that I feel I need to say
But up til' now I've always been afraid
that you would never come around
And still I wanna put this out

You say you've got the most respect for me
But, sometimes I feel you're not deserving of me
And still, you're in my heart
But you're the only one
And yes, there are times when I hate
you, but I don't complain
'Cause I've been afraid that you would walk away
Oh, but now I don't hate you
I'm happy to say
That I will be there at the end of the day

I don't wanna be without you, babe
I don't want a broken heart
Don't wanna take a breath without you, babe
I don't wanna play that part
I know that I love you, but let me just say
I don't wanna love you in no kind of way, no no
I don't want a broken heart
I don't wanna play the broken-hearted girl
No, no, no broken-hearted girl

Now I'm at a place I thought I'd never be, ooh
I'm living in a world that's all about you and me, yeah
Ain't gotta be afraid, my broken heart
is free to spread my wings and fly
away, away with you....

I don't wanna be without my baby
I don't want a broken heart
Don't wanna take a breath without my baby
I don't wanna play that part
I know that I love you, but let me just say
I don't wanna love you in no kind of way, no no
I don't want a broken heart
I don't wanna play the broken-hearted girl
No, no, no broken-hearted girl
Broken-hearted girl
No broken-hearted girl

John Mayer, Michael Buble, and Alicia Keys

Their songs give me strength to move on....:))
yeah....the lyrics are so exactly ME...
as if they can read my mind....and turn them into beautiful songs...:P