I am blessed

Yep...that's what I feel all through this year....
I can complete my studies...and achieved goal as an M.Ed...
I got new challenges with my kidos...
I got side job as I always pray for....
I always have good friends around me...
All d family are healthy...
what else I can ask for...
I just feel I am blessed....
O ya...besides that..I could buy some of my dream gadgets with my own money!!!!!!! :))
Thanks God....for everything!!!
U're Awesome!!! :))

It's an Adventure of Life

I don't know how God 's works...as it will remain a mystery...BUT I believe that He always listen to my prayers...
He challenged me in HIS own way...make my life a BIG ADVENTURE that I need to do...
I'm glad that I got this chances...
Hope I will do my best!!!
Thanks God for UR challenge!!!
Love U always!!!

Untukmu Indonesiaku

Indonesiaku menangis...
Tak berdaya melawan kehendak alam..
Tangisan
Kepedihan
Kehilangan
Semuanya menjadi satu...

Untukmu Indonesiaku
Bertahanlah....
Mari kita begandengan tangan
Menghadapi ini bersama

Segenap Doa dan Harapan dipanjatkan
bahwa semuanya akan berlalu
Untukmu Indonesiaku
tetaplah tegak berdiri...

Kangen....

Tiba2 aku kangen...
kangen kamu....
seandainya kamu dekat
mudah diraih...
sedekat aku dan layar komputer ini...

Aku Kangen!!!!!

Pengen ini itu...

Banyak pengennya....
Pengen belajar instrument musik
Pengen refresh my French skill
Pengen nulis lagu lyric lagu (addicted neeh kayanya)
Pengen moto....
Pengen beli iPod touch....
Pengen nulis buku anak....(mimpiku...!!!)
Pengen tour d EUROPE, ASIA, and US
Ayooo....teruslah bermimpi...
Berusahalah untuk mencapainya....
PUSH!!! (Pray Until Something Happen)

enjoying the greatest 'kid' feeling in me....

WINNIE THE POOH LIVE
I watched it LIVE
I shared the moment with my best friend
Eventhough all around us were toddlers
BUT we didn't care
We enjoyed the moment
We enjoyed the show...
As if...we went to the past...
and enjoyed the feeling as a kid...
It was GREAT!!!

Friendship will never end!!!

Gals Just WANNA have FUN

Hanging out with these ladies is always a special moment together...
full of camhowring, singing, eating, dancing, gossiping, laughing, and going home late...
OLA, NATALIE, HELEN...it will be more FUN if RIBKA n PRICILLA could join us...
well, no matter what it is...YOU ARE ALL A BLESSING TO MY LIFE...having u all as my friends is PERFECT!!!:)

Remember this song:

"Ingatlah Hari Ini" (Project Pop)
Kawan dengarlah
Yang aku katakan
Tentang dirimu
Setelah selama ini
Ternyata kepalamu Akan selalu botak
Kamu kaya gorila
Cobalah kamu ngaca
Itu bibir balapan
Dari pada gigi lu Kayak kelinci
Yang ini udah gendut Suka marah-marah
Kau cacing kepanasan

Tapi ku tak perduli Kau selalu dihati

Reff: Kamu sangat berarti
Istimewa dihati
Selamanya rasa ini
Jika tua nanti
Kita tlah hidup masing-masing
Ingatlah hari ini
Ketika kesepian menyerang diriku
Gak enak badan resah tak menentu
Ku tahu satu cara sembuhkan diriku
Ingat teman-temanku
Don't you worry just be happy
Temanmu disini

Kembali ke Reff
Don't you worry just be happy
Temanmu disini

Kembali ke Reff 2x

Kangen...

Ketika kesibukan menghalangi untuk bertemu
Hanya komunikasi dunia maya yang menjadi penghubung
Kuingin menemuimu satu persatu
Membicarakan hal-hal nonsense untuk melepas rindu...
Sahabat2ku, AKU KANGEN!!!! :)

LeeHOM Holic

Different Faces of Mr Talented!!! *addicted*

Chai Mi You Yan Jiang Cu Cha

Xiao shi hou ni xiang yao shen me
Wo yao yi tai da da lan se de fei ji
Dai wo huan you shi jie
Dao di qiu mei yi ge jiao luo
Zai lan tian bai yun zhong chuan suo

Er zhang da yi hou wo xiang yao shen me
Wo yao yi tai xiao xiao hong se da lu ji
He ni yi qi lu xia
Wei wo men xian zai bu zai jia
Lan se bian cheng hong se yin wei ni
Cai mi you yan jiang chu cha
Yi dian yi di dou shi xing fu zai fa ya
Yue er wan wan ai de sha
You le ni shen me dou bu cha

Xiao shi hou ni xiang yao shen me
Wo yao yi tai da da lan se de fei ji
Dai wo huan you shi jie
Dao di qiu mei yi ge jiao luo
Zai lan tian bai yun zhong chuan suo

O zhang da yi hou wo xiang yao shen me
Wo yao yi tai xiao xiao hong da lu ji
He ni yi qi lu xia
Wei wo men xian zai bu zai jia
Lan se bian cheng hong se yin wei ni
Cai mi you yan jiang chu cha
Yi dian yi di dou shi xing fu zai fa ya

Yue er wan wan ai de sha
You le ni shen me dou bu cha
Gei ni kuai le wu lun bai tian hei ye
Wo jing shuang shou jiu suan gua feng xia yu
Wo jiu shi yao ni
Yao ni dai zai wo shen bian
Bao hu ni zhi dao yong yuan
Cai mi you yan jiang chu cha
Yi dian yi di dou shi xing fu zai fa ya
Yue er wan wan ai de sha
You le ni shen me dou bu cha

Yue er wan wan ai de sha
Mei you yi ge li you
Huo de na me fu za
You le ni shen me dou bu cha

Chai Mi You Yan Jiang Cu Cha

When you were young, what did you want
I wanted a large blue airplane
To take me around the world
To every corner of the earth
Going back and forth among the white clouds in the blue sky

And after I grew up, what did I want
I wanted a tiny red answering machine
To record together with you
Hello, we are not home right now
The blue turned into red because of you

Firewood, rice, oil, salt, paste, vinegar, tea
Every single drop is happiness sprouting
The crescent moon shines over love's foolishness
I lack nothing when I have you

Providing you with happiness whether it's day or night
Grasping both hands tightly even if it's windy and rainy
I just want you
Want you to stay by my side
Protecting you eternally

The crescent moon shines over love's foolishness
There is no reason
To live so complicated
I lack nothing when I have you

Lee Hom latest single from Love+ Home Album

The first 3 days back in reality...

yuhuuuuu....ud back in habit...back in reality....
22 anak baru....16 cowo en 6 cewe....10 anak lama 12 anak baru...*whattanumber*
emank seeh 3 hari ini lom komplit...masih ada 6 org yg liburan....

mengenali satu persatu karakter anak2ku...terutama yg anak baru....ada yg iseng...ada yg non stop talking...ada yg silent mode en cuman mo ngomong ma Kak Trisna...ada juga yang kecil2 cabe rawit....

ahhh anak2ku...kamu semua akan mewarnai duniaku setahun kedepan!!!!

Semoga aku bisa memberikan yg terbaik untuk kalian!!!
Kita berjuang bersama ya...!!!
God will lead the best way!!!

Jia You!!!
Forza!!!
Fighting!!!

ooh begitu....

jadi...gue ga jadi ke Oz neeh...ga dibayarin...'cos I ain't no special case...
yah...whatever....I just thank God that I have completed my master degree....that's more than enough!!!
U know what is best for me ,God!!!

My new toy...Canon SX 210 IS

kenapa gue ga jadi beli G11?...karena setelah dipikir2 gue butuh yg ringan untuk dibawa tapi isi ga kalah ma G11...dari semua canon yg ud gue intip dan timbang...cuman SX210IS inilah yg isinya plg mirip ma G11....yah...jadi gue belajar menjadi pro...ntar klo emank ada rejki lagi dan segala kebutuhan gadget gue sudah terpenuhi sekalian deh gue beli SLR!!! wakakakakakakkaak

ps: yg ungu kereen...dare to be different aja~~~

Muse - Neutron Star Collision / Love Is Forever

I was searching you were on a mission
Then our hearts combined like a neutron star collision
I have nothing left to lose
You took your time to choose
Then we told each other with no trace of fear that

Our love would be forever
And if we die, we die together
Well I, I said never
Cause our love would be forever

The world is broken, halos fail to glisten
We try to make a difference but no one wants to listen
Hail the preachers, fake and proud
Their doctrines will be cloud
Then they'll dissipate like snowflakes in an ocean

Love is forever and we'll die
We'll die together
Well I, I said never
Cause our love, could be forever

Now I've got nothing left to lose
You take your time to choose
I can tell you now without a trace of fear

That my love will be forever
And well die, we'll die together
Will I, I will never
Cause our love will be forever

GLEE - Season Finale Performance - "Over the Rainbow"

Somewhere over the rainbow
Way up high,
There's a land that I heard of
Once in a lullaby.

Somewhere over the rainbow
Skies are blue,
And the dreams that you dare to dream
Really do come true.

Someday I'll wish upon a star
And wake up where the clouds are far
Behind me.
Where troubles melt like lemon drops
Away above the chimney tops
That's where you'll find me.

Somewhere over the rainbow
Bluebirds fly.
Birds fly over the rainbow.
Why then, oh why can't I?

If happy little bluebirds fly
Beyond the rainbow
Why, oh why can't I?

We are One-LION KING

SIMBA:
As you go through life you'll see
There is so much that we
Don't understand

And the only thing we know
Is things don't always go
The way we planned

But you'll see every day
That we'll never turn away
When it seems all your dreams come undone

We will stand by your side
Filled with hope and filled with pride
We are more than we are
We are one

KIARA:
If there's so much I must be
Can I still just be me
The way I am?

Can I trust in my own heart
Or am I just one part
Of some big plan?

SIMBA:
Even those who are gone
Are with us as we go on
Your journey has only begun

Tears of pain, tears of joy
One thing nothing can destroy
Is our pride, deep inside
We are one

We are one, you and I
We are like the earth and sky
One family under the sun

All the wisdom to lead
All the courage that you need
You will find when you see
We are one

Playing out loud

yeah....finally I can feel the proper holiday...after waiting for the result of my last assignment...and confirmed me that I was done with my study...now I can enjoy the rest of my holiday!!!!

first plan is buying new camera...Canon G11....guess it still can wait for a little while.
next plan...gals day out to Bandung....it's gonna be happened next week...eat and eat...shopping and shopping...
then go to book fair @ Istora Senayan...
And the rest of hols will be reading all the novels, watching summer movies @ cinema, and watching some DVD...guess need to watch GLEE all over again....:))

yeah....HAPPY HOLIDAY!!!

This is it...

Thank you, God for the blessing that U have given me...so I can do my study and complete my Master Degree for this past 4 years well....I'm nothing without U!!!

Yeah...I did it...
I know this study will not happen if I did not get the opportunity that Ibu Julie gave me 4 years ago...and without her support and guidance I would be lost in the middle of nowhere...Ibu Julie, THANK YOU VERY MUCH...u're really my hero because u made my dream come true...

Thank you for the support and prayers along the way...until I can finish my study well to my mom and dad, Ibu Tya, Meinar, Ibu Lubna, Kak Trisna, Juliana, Linda, Tri, Ribka, Ola, Nate, Pris, Helen, Ebs and Anis, Anne, and all my colleaques in PSKD MANDIRI n the PSKD ALUMNI...

to all my family n friends....thank u....thank u...and thank u...

this is it...and I did it!!! :))

Farewell, my kidos!!!

One year has passed...
My kidos, it's time for you to go to the higher grade!!!
This one year with you was a great moment that I could hardly forget...
There were laughter, tears, smiles, anger, hectic, packed times that we shared...

My kidos, it's never easy for me to let you go...BUT I have to....
I apologized if during this one year I was not a good teacher for you all who like to shout and scream at you if u were out of control...as you know that I did all that because I love u and I wanted u to be good...

My kidos, indeed u will be missed...
My 7 boys: Leonardo (the handsome, smart, 'big boy' wanna be and 'crunchy' boy...without u in the class, the class will be very quiet), Bimo (my baby angel who is so good in sport), Daniel and Garrett (two soul mate who hardly apart with their imagination that only they know), Parama (my big innocent boy), Dio (a sporty one), and finally Kevin "the Naruto" (always late to come to school, a dreamer but u really entertained me)

My 13 gals: Renee, Rania L, Rania R, Karina, Tiffany (my favorite assisstants..u're all the LEADERS), Almeera, Janna, Nichelle, Ilona, Keisha (the BARBIE girls), Annette (the 'want to know' girl), Julia (a fast learner) and Hannah (a tomboyish and smart girl)

I wish u all the best of luck in the higher grade....I believe that u'll be a great, smart, mature and independent kids....
My kidos, always believe that u're all the LEADER for yourself....do what u like, develop ur talent, and study well...
My prayers always be with u...

Farewell, my kidos....I love u all!!! :))

PS: Iekha, I pass this batton to u...I know that my kidos are in the good hands for the next year ahead!!!!

My dream CAMERA...

I hope that my savings can afford to buy my dream camera around June-July....:P

Another Korean Hunk.....

after Won Bin, Bae Yong Jun, Gong Yoo, Lee Min Ho and Kim Bum....I found a new HUNK...
he's Park Shi Hoo...who played in ILJIMAE!!! totally a cool Hunk...:))

Personal Taste...

LMH in Personal Taste

After BBF...I want to see LMH in action again...PERSONAL TASTE...he's still as cute as he is in BBF...

I'm so glad I am a teacher....

there's no best thing that I can compare to be with my kidos...
I feel it everyday...
I felt it more this morning...

When I learned to make sushi this morning in one of the best sushi place in town...my kidos were all around me...and they chanted my name...they cheered me as if I was in the sushi competition...it was so great to feel how much they adore me as a teacher, as a friend, as a so called 'mommy' or even as a sister they can play with...

My kidos...u are my spirit that I can wake up in the morning and ready to seize the day with u all...
Love u all abundantly!!!

A surprise from my kidos

me -complete with my bangles and holding a flower!!:)

me

They know how to brighten up my MANIC MONDAY!!! Thank u, Renee and Rania L for "DOMINO ME" My kidos...U're all the best!!! Love u bunch!!! :))

It has been sent

yeah my 1st assignment has been sent...relief....
well hope to get good result...this is pure me without JW helping me...got a little help from GREG (thanks,Greg)...hope I get it right...*crossfinger* GB my work....

Can concentrate on TK B's assembly...lesson plan and assessments for the next 2 weeks...
GeeZZZZ....God helps...it still long way to go...

After that, back to my readings and DUNKIN...should be better must be done before 30th of MAY!!!!

serba serbi

hari2 tanpa ketenangan pikiran...banyak banget ya yang kudu dipikirin....
dunkin lah...
class assembly lah...
year end assembly lah...
belom lagi mulai bikin narative and raport buat anak2....
o ya tambah field trip juga
aduhhh....ramai sekali yah yang berseliweran dipikiran gue...

ya ya ya....whatever...semuanya tetep kudu dijalanin...
saat2 ini dimana jadi seorang multitasker baru berasa bermanfaat...
duuuhhh....pengen beristirahat dari year end...eh kebawa2 juga...pusiiinkkk....udah mana ada yg riweh suka komando2 doank...tanpa bantuin mikir....cape deh!!!

ahhh sudahlah...ga usah complain...FACE THEM....DO THEM...and yes THEY'RE DONE!!!
Oh....GOD...Walk with me,please!!!
God says, "You'll never walk alone!!" ;)

Dare to Dream-Oriflame

Here I’m standing now
waiting for my time to be all that I can be
It’s so easy to forget that life is in my hands
And I can change it if I want
Nothing’s impossible no more
if you only dare…

If you dare to dream, if you just believe
you can make anything come true
When you dare to dream, trust in what you feel
and create something real, changing your destiny
then nothing’s impossible
if you dare to dream…

Everything must start with two empty hands
That’s just the way it’s got to be
Things are gonna grow before you even know
it’s like flying without wings
Anything’s possible right now
if you only dare…

If you dare to dream, if you just believe
you can make anything come true
When you dare to dream, trust in what you feel
and create something real, changing your destiny
then nothing’s impossible
if you dare to dream…

It doesn’t take a miracle
just a mind made up
Even if there’s a hundred miles to walk
I’m gonna walk a hundred more…

If you dare to dream, if you just believe
you can make anything come true
When you dare to dream, trust in what you feel
and create something real, changing your destiny
then ORIFLAME is the wayif you dare to dream…
…if you just believe
you can make anything come true
When you dare to dream, trust in what you feel
and create something real, changing your destiny
then nothing’s impossible
then ORIFLAME is the way
if you dare to dream…

…Dare to dream…

what a 'colorful' day!!!!

taken by Nophie

edited by K3N

Last weekend, there was a HOT AIR Balloon Festival in Sentul City...the 1st time in Jakarta....
I really longed for going there and watched the colorful balloon by myself....BUT too bad...I had to be @ work as we had our own festival....and I had a dinner invitation to celebrate my aunty's 70th bday!!! *sigh*... I had to put my best effort to hold my drools....when I saw the pics of the colorful balloon....my 'little sis' shared one with me...and I just wish I was there.......

Untitled

Kala diam menyapa
Aku teringat akan dirimu
Apa kabarmu,kawan?
Inginku merengkuhmu
Tapi kau tlalu jauh untuk dicapai..
Dalam keheningan
Aku berdoa
semoga Tuhan mempertemukan kita..
tanpa jarak dan waktu memisahkan
berharap kaulah yang terbaik untukku...
Kau yang jauh disana...feel me the same!!!

Amazed by U

yes I'm always amazed by ur work.
u're really an inspiring person...
hope I can be as hard working as u... and I can live life to the fullest!!!
Amazed by U.....always!!!

Merindukanmu....

Ingin rasanya aku sms kamu...
cuman bilang "Aku Kangen Kamu"
tapi kok kayanya ga etis aja...
pdhl aku tau..kau hanya merindukan dia yg disana..

aku kangen kamu
ingin ketemu kamu
ingin 'talking nonsense' lagi sama kamu...
kamu deket tapi kamu jauh....

aku kangen kamu!!!

Not so good day!!!

Yeah..harusnya 3 hari ini menyenangkan...karena akan ada so called short break...tapi hari ini bener2 not so good day to me.....:(
Ada aja yg bikin gue bener2 kesel...seharusnya sich gue ga usah sekesel itu...tapi kok sikapnya akhir2 ini...tidak menunjukkan sebuah kewibawaan yang seharusnya sebagai seorang pimpinan...
gue org yg easy go happy lucky...ga pernah ambil pusiink....tp sikapnya hari ini benar2 menjengkelkan...dan dimana penolakan gue ga dianggep juga ma org yg plg gue andalkan selama ini.....iiiihhhKESELLLLLLLLL!!!! terserah aja deh...tp tetep KESEELLLLL bgt...ditambah lagi..inet down jadi tidak bs langsung mengeluarkan uneg2...jadinya eneg deh gue...:P

pulang sekolah...pengen cepet2 pulang karena ingin menikmati kesendirian di rumah....tp apa daya begt mo buka pintu kayu...the lock is stuck....damn...I hv to hang outside waiting 4 somebody to break the door....!!!! mayan 1,5 hr aja nongkrong di teras.....IIIHHHHH!!!! really2 not so good day!!!

yah...mungkin ini krn td pagi gue lupa menyapa my JC ya...tapi ambil aja hikmahnya...naratif udah beresss.....hahahahahahahahahhaa:)
students reflection juga uda beres.....:)
yah....see the (+) although everything around u is (-).....:))
Thanks God!!!!

Be (+)

learning to be (+)
sometimes the (-) is easier to be thought...
BUT I have to be able to be (+)
that everything happens in life has its own reason...
yeah...be (+) svp!!! :))

Terdiam

Aku terdiam...
berusaha menangkap suara2 disekitarku...
tapi kok malah bikin pusing...
berusaha tidak peduli...
berusaha menjalankan yang semestinya

Aku terdiam...
berharap semuanya akan baik baik saja pada akhirnya...
tanpa ada yang merasa dirugikan
tanpa ada yang merasa kalah...

Aku terdiam...
menunggu adanya kedamaian disetiap hati orang...
tidak ada kebencian
yang ada hanyalah cinta...
cinta yang layak untuk dibagikan...

Ahh, Tuhan....biarkanlah semuanya terasa damai...
dan semuanya baik baik saja...:)

"catatan kecil tentang dia"

kulihat buku ini beberapa waktu lalu...pas lagi book hunting....
catatan kecil dibelakangnya membuatku ingin membeli buku ini....
buku yang unik...karena isinya adalah kumpulan cerita pendek dari para peserta lomba mengarang cerita tentang GURU...

aku tidak langsung membeli buku ini...baru beberapa minggu yg lalu aku membelinya...
tadi malam kuselesaikan sudah...
luchu, mengharukan, biasa saja, ga jelas....dan macam2 lah komentarku tentang setiap cerita....:)

Aku pun mulai kembali bernostalgia pada masa2 sekolahku dulu...mencoba mengingat satu persatu pahlawan2ku yang ikut andil dalm membentukku seperti sekarang ini....

Aku sekarang pun adalah seorang GURU....aku jadi membayangkan...jika anak2ku yg selama ini telah kuajar...apakah yang akan mereka tulis tentang diriku???

Why are we still friends?-98 degrees

Verse One:
We do almost everything
That lovers do
And that why's it's hard
Just to be friends with you
And everytime your heart is broken
By the fool I want you to know
That it hurts me too
It's hard to wipe your tears away
Knowing you should be with me, tell me

Chorus:
Why, why are we still friends
When everything says
We should be more than what we are
And tell me why
Everytime I find someone that I like
We always end up being just friends

Verse 2:

I would hate for you to find somebody new
Who you really love
Cause it could mean losing you
But am I a fool girl not to say
If I'm always scared I'll lose you anyway
Somehow someway I've got to choose
Got to choose no matter if it's win or lose

(repeat chorus)

Bridge:

I don't want to be like your brother
I don't want to be your best friend
I only want to be your lover
When will this end?
If I told you that I want to be in your life?
If you could be the woman in mine

My last battle begins

After 4 years, finally my last semester of studying is coming...
This is my LAST BATTLE then I will get my Master Degree...
*sigh*...I know it is not easy....from semester to semester I have dealt with this kind of situation...
Hopefully, this last BATTLE will end well...
I got a good subject with a good LECTURER....
I have to put my best effort for this last BATTLE....
I do not want to fail the lecturer, my amazing mentor, my friends, my parents and of course myself...
Yes!!! I'll fight for it!!!!!
Fighting.....

BrokenHearted Girl-Beyonce

You're everything I thought you never were
And nothing like I thought you could have been
But still, you live inside of me, so tell me how is that?
You're the only one I wish I could forget
The only one I love to not forgive
And though you break my heart, you're the only one
And though there are times when I hate you
'Cause I can't erase
The times that you hurt me and put tears on my face
And even now, while I hate you, it pains me to say
I know I'll be there at the end of the day

I don't wanna be without you, babe
I don't want a broken heart
Don't wanna take a breath without you, babe
I don't wanna play that part
I know that I love you, but let me just say
I don't wanna love you in no kind of way, no no
I don't want a broken heart
I don't wanna play the broken-hearted girl
No, no, no broken-hearted girl

There's something that I feel I need to say
But up til' now I've always been afraid
that you would never come around
And still I wanna put this out

You say you've got the most respect for me
But, sometimes I feel you're not deserving of me
And still, you're in my heart
But you're the only one
And yes, there are times when I hate
you, but I don't complain
'Cause I've been afraid that you would walk away
Oh, but now I don't hate you
I'm happy to say
That I will be there at the end of the day

I don't wanna be without you, babe
I don't want a broken heart
Don't wanna take a breath without you, babe
I don't wanna play that part
I know that I love you, but let me just say
I don't wanna love you in no kind of way, no no
I don't want a broken heart
I don't wanna play the broken-hearted girl
No, no, no broken-hearted girl

Now I'm at a place I thought I'd never be, ooh
I'm living in a world that's all about you and me, yeah
Ain't gotta be afraid, my broken heart
is free to spread my wings and fly
away, away with you....

I don't wanna be without my baby
I don't want a broken heart
Don't wanna take a breath without my baby
I don't wanna play that part
I know that I love you, but let me just say
I don't wanna love you in no kind of way, no no
I don't want a broken heart
I don't wanna play the broken-hearted girl
No, no, no broken-hearted girl
Broken-hearted girl
No broken-hearted girl

John Mayer, Michael Buble, and Alicia Keys

Their songs give me strength to move on....:))
yeah....the lyrics are so exactly ME...
as if they can read my mind....and turn them into beautiful songs...:P

Love will find away-OST LION KING

In a perfect world
One we've never known
We would never need to face the world alone

They can have the world
We'll create our own
I may not be brave or strong or smart
But somewhere in my secret heart

I know
Love will find a way
Anywhere I go
I'm home
If you are there beside me

Like dark turning into day
Somehow we'll come through
Now that I've found you
Love will find a way

I was so afraid
Now I realize
Love is never wrong
And so it never dies

There's a perfect world
Shining in your eyes
And if only they could feel it too
The happiness I feel with you

They'd know
Love will find a way
Anywhere we go
We're home
If we are there together

Like dark turning into day
Somehow we'll come through
Now that I've found you
Love will find a way

I know love will find a way

Aku Dirimu Dirinya-KAHITNA

Tak ada
Yang harus kita sesali
Semua indah
Yang pernah kita alami

Meskipun terbatas
Dan tak mungkin
Terikat janji abadi

Aku dirimu dirinya
Tak akan pernah mengerti
Tentang suratan

Aku dirimu dirinya
Tak resah bila sadari
Cinta takkan salah

Andai waktu bisa kita putar kembali
Jalinan cerita mungkin tak begini

Meskipun terbatas
Saling pandang
Dan tak akan lebih lagi

Aku menangis

2 events dalam 2 hari yang membuat air mata ini mengalir....

Aku menangis melepas kepergian seorang sahabat...
Tapi aku bahagia karena dia akan melangkah menuju kehidupannya yang baru...
Doaku untukkmu,sahabat!!

Aku menangis karena aku harus melepas sebuah rasa yg selama ini kurasa
Tapi aku percaya bahwa ini yang terbaik untuk kita berdua
Betul begt,cowo?? We are just friends nothing more nothing less...
BBF always!!!

berhrnti berharap

kayanya memank aku harus berhenti berharap jauh sebelum hari ini...
aku relakan lagi dirimu untuknya...
walau aku harus menangis lagi...
karena aku tahu cinta itu tak bisa dipaksakan....
aku berhenti berharap...
semoga aku sanggup melaluinya!!!
terima kasih untuk sebuah kejujuranmu....:))

Ooh jadi begt....

jadi begt toh....ya sudahlah!!! (pdhl blm tentu itu buat gue ya!!!)
karena begt juga kok yang aku rasain...gak lebih gak kurang...
emank begini lebih enak...
ga ada beban...
lebih bebas.....
tapi...u're always be my BBF!!! :)

I'm sorry, my kids!!!

I was a naughty kid when I was in KG....
now I know the feeling that my teachers had last time...
I guess this is my KARMA that I need to face...
Actually I never want to be a 'bad' teacher....BUT at one time I need to be strict to my kidos...I need to discipline them...
My kids, I'm sorry...But I did that because I love u...and I want u all to be good....:))

Ni zai na li???

Ni zai na li???
kok ga ada tanda2 kehidupan sich....jangan2 beneran dia seharian berhibernasi....
ya sudahlah....enjoy hibernating, cowo!!!!

I could have danced all nite

At this moment I enjoy "I could hv dance all nite" Glee version...
I guess that what I want to do now as my BBF has come back in town...:))
yipppie....there will be him to accompany me and brighten up my hectic day!!!!

I could have danced all night!
I could have danced all night!
And still have begged for more.
I could have spread my wings
And done a thousand things I've never done before.
I'll never know What made it so exciting.
Why all at once my heart took flight.
I only know when he
Began to dance with me.
I could have danced, danced danced all night!

(Again)

Once again I have to let a friend goes away from this place...
I have to let a good friend goes to grab her future...
I'm gonna miss u...a friendly, talented, kind, sweet and pretty friend...
I wish u really best of luck in ur new life...
Hope u will always be happy!!
Thank u for the cooperation and friendship that we have!!!
I don't wanna say goodbye...BUT till we meet again, my friend!!!
May God always be with u....!!!

Just...

Just wanna say H A O X I A N G N I.....
It's so quiet without U

Upgrading my "5cm"

kayanya "5cm" gue kudu diupgrade neeh...
yg pasti "5cm" yg pertama adalah...NYELESEIN my MASTER~~
trus NABUNGGGGG buat jalan2 en beli gadget (hahahahahahahaha)
trus getting married...(menunggu adanya kesempatan!!!)
trus mo terus menulis, moto dan dipoto....WAKSSS!!!
trus yah tetap setia MENDIDIK the little ones...with love and laugh!!!

hahahahahaaha "5CM" always!!!

It's Life...

Life is always unpredictable...
everything can be changed in a second...
what I believe is that God has given equal portion to each of our life...only time will tell when it will happen...it can be today tomorrow or in next few second...
It is our duty to complete the assignment that God has given to us..no matter how impossible it is...BUT we have to believe that HE has HIS way... and HE will lead us through it...
The challenges has to happen...The lesson need to be learned...The good things need to be shared...
so...Let's ENJOY our LIFE!!! No matter what!!!!

poto poto

poto poto itu menyenangkan....
dipoto itu seru...walopun kadang keabisan gaya en gigi jadi kering...
tp ternyata moto-pun seru...bisa bikin cerita dari poto2 itu.... bisa mengabadikan moment2 indah, unik, luchu sehingga jadi satu kenangan yg bisa dibagikan dan diceritakan lagi di masa depan...
tp klo mo dipoto en moto perlu modal kamera..kamera yg agak canggihan dikit biar hasilnya bagus...tp susahnya harga kamera agak cangih itu aja cukup bikin miris kantong...
dan lagi biar bisa seru maen hasil poto2 kudu belajar maen photoshop biar bs ngedit2 poto dan hasilnya maximal....

yeah...I adore photography and I enjoy becoming d amatuer model...waks!!!

:))

klo kamu ga ada di kangenin...
klo kamu ada biasa2 aja...
dasar aneh....

U n I

How to describe this feeling???

Weird...

Sometimes I want u...

Sometimes I don't care

Sometimes I need u

Sometimes I miss u

Sometimes u're out of reach

Sometimes I don't feel anything...

Sometimes I wish u were here with me...

It's so 'messy'....

Don't know how to feel...I just see u....

Menulis....

Menulis itu bisa bikin pikiran yg buntu jadi menemukan pencerahan lagi...soalnya separo dari yg dipikirin ud dituangin diatas kertas...
Menulis itu bebas tanpa ada paksaan...(seharusnya?? tp klo harus nulis paper buat tugas??)
Menulis itu bisa buat curhat...apalagi klo ga ada yg bs diajak ngomong...
Menulis itu bisa menghasilkan duit!!!!
Menulis itu bisa mengungkapkan perasaan yang ga bisa diungkapkan secara oral....:))
Menulis itu menyenangkan....hiburan....
Menulis dan menulis...walaupun cuman satu kalimat kadang itu bisa membuat org lain terhiburrr....
Menulis...teruslah menulis....

Mencintaiku apa adanya....

29 tahun kurang 2 hari aku sudah bernapas di dunia ini...
3 negara sudah kucoba untuk menjadi tempatku hidup...
Di Indonesia, tepatnya di ibukaota JAKARTA yg super sibuk inilah aku berjuang dalam lika liku kehidupan....
Aku bersyukur bahwa selama 29 tahun aku hidup aku dipenuhi dengan berkat dan cinta...
Aku dilindungi, dicintai dan dididik sehingga aku seperti ini dalam keluarga yang bisa dibilang cukup sempurna (I always thank GOD for my family)
Aku dipertemukan dengan orang-orang yang bisa melengkapi diriku sehingga aku merasa 'lengkap' dalam kehidupan ini...
Pengalaman-pengalaman yang terjadi dalam hidupku telah menempaku menjadi orang yang lebih 'kaya' lagi....'kaya' akan pengetahuan dan pengalaman....yang walaupun sulit aku masih bisa tertawa...
Aku tahu jalanku masih panjang...banyak impianku yg msh harus ku kejar...banyak tantangan-tangan hidup yang harus kuhadapi....
Tapi aku percaya...aku tak pernah sendirian....
walaupun aku tak sempurna....tapi DIA tak pernah meninggalkanku...
DIA yang mencintaiku tanpa syarat...DIA selalu mencintaiku apa adanya...

Thank u, God to love me what I am....